Sing.Shout.Clap your hands.

please be informed..

2008-03-14T23:30:00.000-07:00

that i have a new blog..link me yeah?thechemicalreactionsinthebrain.blogspot.com

Ive been posing a lot these days

2008-03-06T18:20:00.000-08:00

Im still smiling no matter how much you had hurt me.

Look at my sad eyes and tell me if you really did loved me

The world would be a better place without you
Look!i don't even care if you're not around.

am i really alright?

2008-03-05T21:57:00.000-08:00

i asked myself the same question over and over again..
am i really alright ah?
owh wells..i came into the conclusion that this stupid heart break thing is God's way to get me ready to face the outside world when im older...
im only fifteen...who knows there might be more heart breaks.

God,don't do this to me..i dont want more.

School wasn't too bad today..i totally ignored his presence and...i think my heart is 80% mended..Go Stephie!20% more..as in,when he started his flriting shits,i didn't really bother loh.

must be Tze Chi...

i was talking to her like 24/7,how to notice ass holes flirting lah?its a very good thing kay!even if lembu wasn't talking to me,i wasn't bothered to give a damn about what he was doing.

bytheway, 3 jasmine learnt reproduction today...damn fun!why wouldn it be fun with Tze chi,Ked,Vinesh and Jee ken's presence?i was laughing the whole way through...especially during the part where kedric said the word inserted.Tze and my face was like...so weird.of course lah!we had to tahan laughing weih!or puan grace will totally screw us.she doesn't like people laughing during her lessons..very the serious..but she told us a damn lame joke about sam the sperm.

i'll tell you one day lah..but its pretty lame..gosh..Tze chi being a cow thought it was blowjob.ryte..

ive got to go already..i have tuition to attend...*yawns* boring...wait..Namisha will be there.YAY!ive got a victime=)
*evil laughs*

being single is hot.

I hate tuitions..

2008-03-04T23:40:00.000-08:00

Ive got to go soon..and see!im blogging=)

proves how much i love my blog.

Gawd..give me another chance...i totally did not study my vocabs..and she is testing us on it.GAWD.cruelty to kids lah...

im really sticky now and a nice hot bath will do the trick.

Wish me luck..Pray that teacher will be a little forgiving and give me another chance..

i hate tuitions lah.Who doesnt?

People-people sekalian

2008-03-04T22:06:00.000-08:00

i totally did not type the last post..it was my lembu lah..who else?

but i have problems too.

Guys are fuck holes.

im like so hurt right now..okays..we shall name the him jumanji.
guess whatt?he was playing with my feelings all these while.greatt.
i treated him so kao seriously..and him?

i should had listen to andrea..She warned me...she never did approved
us and i was really annoyed of her..im sorry tai jia wei.

OWHMYGAWD...he is such a fuck hole..i seriously do not understand!
What did i do to make him dislike me?He is so unpredictable lah.First,he
was showing some signs..next?being very cold to me.

yo dude!what do you want from my life?

im like...left hanging on the thread.head or tail i don't know..it happened just
like that.

He's such a fucking player lah.I never felt so sakit hati ever.Well that's cause i
was so stupid to believe he was the dude im going to get married to.and i treated
him so damn seriously..

owh Jesus..why me!?!?!

and guess what..tomorrow will be the last day of school and then it'll be the holidays=)
meaning...no jumanji for 10 days!and im going for church camp..yay!

owh Lord,please heal my broken heart during camp.

damit..i don't want to attend school tomorrow =(
hear me say it again

i don't want to fucking go to school tomorrow.

but well..Tze is going to be there..DUHH.so..it wont be too bad.

by the way,i still have feelings towards him but im aware that soon,my mind is going to kick him out.

Like owhmygawd...they are together!

they=my good friend + the dude i like

Get the fucking link?

My life is pretty fucked up.Lord,im waiting for you

to come heal my broken heart.

Broken,Once Again.

2008-03-01T21:35:00.000-08:00

Yeah,you got that right folks.Broken,not once,not twice.But uhh,the billion'th time.Hell to the no,I am not bullshitting.Its true.

I guess 20 months doesnt mean that much to you huh?Instead,you go bother bout some 3 month relationship that has just been doubled-over.No,Im not comparing myself to her.Why should I?She aint no better than me.And Im no better than her either.She hurt you,you broke down.You,being the asshole you are,hurt me.I broke down as well.Now you know how I feel,but still you wouldnt even give a fucking fuck.Well,yeah,why should you?After all,Im just your Ex-Girlfriend hmmm?

Well,I was the Ex-Girlfriend who was always there for you thick and thin when no one else would even bother to deal with the bullshits you bring to yourself.Im not going to mention all the shits you got yourself into and were unable to bail yourself out of it.It would practically drop the good name of guys.Im always saving your fucking arse!Not even a thank you from you.You practically took me for granted when all I ever did was love you.I didnt want to see you hurt.And the most stupido thing ever is that I thought you would never hurt me!But in the end,you kicked me to the ground,sucked out all my oxygen and left me lying there crippled and bleeding.Have you got no heart?Oh yeah,thats right,you dont.Bloody bitch,you.Just because I call you a bitch,doesnt mean I hate you.I dont.For now,at least.

And you,how dare you play with my feelings.Its bad enough Im hurt already,must you bruise me even more?You have been giving me false hope throughout the whole 2007 untill this year,2008.You're so lifeless lah.Stop giving me false hope when you dont want or need me anymore.It will save so much of my time and feelings as well.You wasted so much of my feelings do you know that?SO MUCH.i cannot explain to you how I feel right now but trust me,I feel terrible.Like shit,you understand?Worse than shit lah,a shit that has been stepped on.All this while,I thought I was going to be a happy girl,but i was wrong,Im going to be that girl who pulls her long sulky face everyday wherever she goes.Sheeesh.How miserable can life get.

Sad for a guy like you to top things off.Jia Wei told me I was blinded by love.Well honey,you're wrong.Love practically dug my eyes out from its sockets.Steph,my dear kerbau,you said love killed me mentally.You're wrong once again,I am dead mentally and physically.Its no wonder I go kukubabooboo out of nowhere.

LOVE IS TERRIBLE WHEN EVERYTHING'S WRONG.

SHEEESH.

Proves how much i love her=)

2008-02-28T05:43:00.000-08:00

No one can replace my cow

Ok...maybe it might be a little late to upload these but...ENJOY.

2008-02-28T04:54:00.000-08:00

Kedric Kwan is going to murder me.
ok..i shall explain lah..tze and i were too bored so we decided

to do something fun.

Tze going hyper as usual..
awwww...so cute..that's my doggy..and THAT's MY BED!
Leon and Kedric
look at them lah..sighs..
That's my LEMBU

yeah..leon is a kid.
we look so sweet together.that's why she 's MINE LAH!
hahahahahaha...that's Vinesh
got sofa don't want to sleep..stupid lah you.

no...actually he isn't cute lah
and who said girls were immature?
well,we were suppose to bincang about the drama thingy but...

sweat.
Whose phone was i holding arr?

I've Waited All My Life.

2008-02-25T04:45:00.000-08:00

True

I wont talk,I wont breathe,
I wont move till you finally see,
That you belong with me.

You might think I dont look,
But deep inside,
In the corner of my mind,
Im attached to you.
Im weak,
Its true.
Cause im afraid to know the answer,
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster.

I've waited all my life,
To cross this line,
To the only thing thats true.
So I will not hide,
Its time to try,
Anything to be with you.

All my life I've waited,
This is true.
You dont know what you do,
Everytime you walk into the room,
Im afraid to move.
Im weak,
Its true.
Im just scared to know the ending.
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?

I've waited all my life to cross this line.
To the only thing thats true.
So I will not hide,
Its time to try anything to be with you.
All my life I've waited.
This is true.

I know when I go,
I'll be on my way to you.
The way thats true.
I've waited all my life to cross this line.
To the only thing thats true.
So I will not hide,
Its time to try anything to be with you.
All my life I've waited.
This is true

Yes,Its true.I love you.

I AM SO PISSED!

2008-02-24T01:39:00.001-08:00

okay..okay...bad words alert.

You slutty bitch...idiott little potato!

Who the hell do you think you are?
Do you think my lembu and I care if you have a million and one exes?
You put them up as if cows on parade!
What is wrong with you?
and by the way....DO YOU HAVE BRAINS AR?
can you like...use it for once?

eventhough you freaking broke up with them..padan muka you!
you should know that will have another girlfriend right??
so... why the hell did you post the pictures?guna your brains sikit lah..what if their girlfriends come across your idiotic blog?how would they feel?imagine looking at a picture where your boyfriend is with another girl.only idiots like you will enjoy viewing the picture lah.WHY?because you change boyfriends like changing baju only!

by the way...if you're not in a relationship with some guy..stop hanging out with him.you might send wrong vibes towards him stupid potato!and you should know she still have feelings for him...so stop flirting lah!idiot.

hey,we have more exes than you..you can't beat us sucker.

i can't believe it lost my temper..for a guy..

isn't this hot?AH-64 Apache

2008-02-23T23:59:00.000-08:00

The AH-64 Apache is an American all-weather day-night military attack helicopter and is the United States Army's principal attack helicopter, and is the successor to the AH-1 Cobra. The AH-64 is a twin-engined helicopter with four-bladed main and tail rotors. It has a crew of two which sit in tandem. The main fixed armament is a 30 mm M230 chain gun, it is also able to carry a mixture of AGM-114 Hellfire and Hydra 70 rockets on four hard points mounted on its stub-wing pylons.
Designed by Hughes Helicopters (as the Hughes Model 77) in response to the Army's Advanced Attack Helicopter Program. McDonnell Douglas purchased Hughes Helicopters and continued the development of the AH-64 resulting in the AH-64D Apache Longbow which is currently produced by Boeing Integrated Defense Systems.
United States Army operated Apaches have been in action in Panama, Gulf War (destroying 500 tanks[2]), Afghanistan, and Iraq.

isn't this hawt?It has a twin engine weih!how powerful can that get?best thing is that,there is a chain gun. read my lips..c-h-a-i-n.owh my gawd..so CHUNTED!fuyohh..it destroyed 500 tanks...not bad not bad..if only i can own it.America,will you give it to me for my birthday?

owh no!im emo again...

2008-02-23T22:45:00.000-08:00

i noticed that when im emo..i tend to drink jollyshandy.Jolly shandy only what!

eventually my mother found out about it..and she drank the last can.greatt.

Shandy doesnnot make you drunk...believe me.i dont know why but it makes me

forget about him.i tend to think about other craps lah.

Lembu,kerbau is emo too.

i miss him lah.im so CONFUSE.the whole universe is asking me to forget about himbecause he is taking me for granted...but i cant!tze...i finally understand you.

You can't just stop liking a guy just like that.Love doesn't come and go any minute,any second and any time..Lembu,i know you still have feelings towards him and im not going to force you to stop loving him.it's up to you..

i am going through the same problem as you lah.i can go insane thinking of how much he really loves me,when my love to him is endless..i cannot stop loving him because im taking it seriously.but the point is..is he taking me seriously?or am i some toy to him?

i gave him a present during Valentines..did he give me anything?just a stupid hug and a poem..what was his excuse?i don't celebrate Valentines.i don't want anything special..i don't want any damn expensive things..all i want is him to call and wish me!

in school,he never acknowledge me as someone special but he tells me im special in messages.he doesn't even talk to me as much as he talk to her..what the heck?

im a girl with a fragile heart.

okay..okay..Andrea,your unholy babe skipped church.

2008-02-23T21:30:00.000-08:00

im sorry

Felicia Ng Jen Ling
Ivan Teoh
Andrea Tai Jia Wei
Cassandra Tam
Hilary Ng
Amanda Loo
Hwei Wern
Wendy Phoon
Emma Phoon
Sabrina Ooi

for ponteng-ing service today...because

i overslept.

maaf lah...i woke up at like...11.30a.m weih..sorry lah..

Stupidity Is Better Than Nudity.

2008-02-23T06:27:00.000-08:00

OMG KERBAU I AM GOING TO GO CRAZY SOON.AAAAAAIIIIIEEEEE!

Cow here if you're wondering who the fuck is this highly insane person.Ermm,Hello readers of Stephanie's awesomaniac blog. (:

My mental depression is increasing. ): Slit wrist and take pills again? Nah,DRINK VITAGEN! :D

SHYT i did it again.

2008-02-22T19:18:00.000-08:00

i played with her heart,
got lost in this game,
oooh baby baby.

ok.time to SHUT UP,stephanie thong..

i feel so mean lah..i hurt my mum's heart again.or was it her hurting me?

This was what happened yesterday...

after jogging,laziness overcame my body and...i went to watch the tele..no onewould have their sticky socks in their legs while watching the t.v kan?so i took it off and threw it on the floor...

eventually i forgotten all about it and in the end i got a very nasty scolding.

i couldn tahan her harsh words and went upstairs to watch tele lah..my towel was with me..and i just dumped it on my parents' bed.

mother found out about it and i got murdered instantly.her words were very frightening.anyways,i was rather patient lah..Thank God i didn't answer back..i mean i hardly answer back since..dunno when lah.i just shut up..and stoneD.

To my beloved and lovely cow

2008-02-22T00:11:00.000-08:00

lembu!i freaking sayang kat you lah!Lames LOO..she is mine..ITS TOO LATE TO REGRET,IDIOT!walaubagaimanapun,here's a letter for my lovely lembu,TAN TZE CHI.

Dearest LEMBU,
i love you=)eh,it rhymes!ok.shutup kerbau.here's a letter for you..an e-mail lah..where got letter online wan?

I hate it when YOU slit your hand.it really hurts me a lot.you might think im crapping but..i really hate it when you injured yourself just for some fat lump of shit.maaf lah...tapi..im telling the truth sayang.and you know i mean it.

when you are emo,WALIAO...i feel VERY scard.im afraid you would suddenly take my pair of scissors and thrust it into your wrist or something.

tan tze chi...wake up.GET OVER HIM.he doesn't like you anymore...Didn't you hear what leon has got to say?owhmygawd i feel so mean.forgive me JESUS.yes..i AM aware that you never stopped loving him for 2 years.i know you had kept your promise but it's time to break it.why?because he broke HIS!why love him when he doesn't love you?WHY?

yes dear..i know that this two years had been very beautiful.yeah,i got to admit that it'll be rather hard to forget about the sweet memories.but are you making the effort to do it?are you going to stop crapping out his name i n class?ARE YOU WILLING TO?

i know its hard to do so.but darling,ive got your back lah girl.Im going to support you the whole way through,the whole process until he is TOTALLY out of your mind.I don't care if it will take many-many years because you know im going to be your best friend..wait..i mean your kerbau for eternity because true friendships last forever.

i might make you angry by ignoring you at times..so.. im sorry lembu!i'll change lah kay?

let me remind you..when you are emo..don't cut your self lah stupid!it breaks my heart okay!you mean so much to me lah lembu...seriously..

and don't care bout my dude lah..you better do that if he plays with my feelings..lol.im joking!and if youre acting emo,gila babi and all..im seriously talking to LAmes Loo.i dont care but ill cari his email,add him,MARAH HIM KAO KAO and delete his contact.

Thank you for such wonderful times you give me in school.thank you for talking crap together-gether with me.Thank you for letting me sing...most of all...THANK YOU FOR THE BEAUTIFUL FRIENDSHIP,COW.

hugs and kissed,

LEMBU YANG CANTIK KAMU TU.
-Stephanie Thong-

Right Down Deep From The Heart.

2008-02-21T05:54:00.001-08:00

I HATE IT WHEN MY KERBAU GETS ALL EMO.

Kerbau,Its your darling cow here.Did you seriously think that Im here to blog about JLHK?fuck no!Ask him go fuck cat lah.In here to blog about you.And how I feel about you being all emotional.

I hate it when you get all tense up and emotional and refuse to tell me anything.Come to think of it,i actually prefered you being angry and all,cause when you're angry,at least you're willing to spare some shits about your troubles to me.But when you're sad,you have no energy and god knows what you lack of at that moment,to even say a single word to me.

Why like that la?I just want to see you happy.Cause when i see you sad,it makes me sad to.SHUT UP! I am not saying that just to make you smile and go AWWWWWW! I am saying that because I mean it and it comes deep down from the heart.The BLOG TITTLE says it all.

I tell you something,you think I cry for him everyday doesnt mean I mengutamakan him first in my life.If god told me that I can only choose between having you or him in my life,Seriously,I would choose you.I mean,he wasnt the one who wiped away my tears,do stupid things,or even cry with me,just to see me smile again.YOU were the one I could always turn to when Im down in the dumps and feel like shit.Not him.YOU.I love you,Steph.BEST FRIEND LAH STUPID!I dont like to see you sad.Im not good at expressing my feelings,but im doing all that right here.This is how I feel when I see you upset.

And I know that sometimes when you're emo,and that you're far away from me,I cant always be right there next to you to slap you on the back,pull your hair,and yell BITCH,STOP BEING EMO. Just remember,the words that I have said to you,if there were even any I've said to you,and know that my heart will always be with you,AND OF COURSE,MY PHONE IS ALWAYS WITH ME,and you know that Im always a phone call away when you're down or feel like dying or anything,you can even text me to call you.if i have credit lah of course.

This colour is pretty by the way.I swear to god,if that idiot or whichever dimwit tries to break your heart,I would chop of their balls and make juice out of them.I tell you.Nah,I would most prolly kill them.

Remember,when you're emo,dont think that you're alone.Just think of me when you're lost.My love will get you home.Im serious,just think of me.And try to think of all the stupid things that happened to us in the past month aite?

This post,came from the deepest depths of my heart.I hope you like it!

Yours truly,

LEMBU.

Is there school tomorrow?

2008-02-19T21:53:00.000-08:00

why?

because i hate school.

owhmygawd..i hate school.I HATE SCHOOL.I HATE SCHOOL.

you'll probably come across bad words..so i minta maaf dulu yeah.

Did i tell you that Elvis teman-ed me to Mcds yesterday?awwwwww=)so sweet of him..but he made me wait like a cow at the back gate because he had to take his stupid bike from the front gate.hahahahahahaha...it was SO hilarious.Vanessa was damn worried that Elvis would forget about me.hahahahahahahahaha.he even offered to take me home but i can't ditch mcdonalds right?so in the end,elvis came and we walked to mcds together-gether.i mean he went home and i went to mcds.he came and pick me up form mcds in the end...hahahahahahahahah.guess what i did?

i made him carry my bag and walk,holding my coke.

and guess what i did?

i happily rode Elvis's bike to school with him trotting behind me...screaming "YOOR WHY YOU CYCLE SO FAST WAN"

i noe im mean...but what are girls's for?yesterday was rather a fun day..today?

Today was pretty fucked up.not pretty but very fucked up.i CAN WAIT to go back to school tomorrow.I don't want to see his face.The point is..i loved him so fucking much and he treats me like shit when he is not in the mood.Im so frustrated.

the best thing is...he totally flirts with her...and i don't like it all.i mean..who does?imagine you guy flirting with your good friend.*OUCHIES* kan?owhmygawd tomorrow is another day..i hope he doesn't come or something..i hope he TALKS TO ME!i hope he even notices im around..HE NEEDS TO FUCKING CHANGE.

i thank God for Tan tze chi..she means so much to me..seriously.i told her my problems and her advices are goooood.Obviously lah,she experiences so many TERRIBLE situations..she is my freaking best friend and no one should hurt her.im serious.lames..if you're playing a fool again....you better fucking watch out.

We are girls,not your sluts.

I heard Kedric say that our class won third in the drama thingy...and IM SO PROUD OF THE CREW.escpecially my sayang TAN TZE CHI.

i broke Vanessa's heart today.he confessed to me after school..SHIT.i mean..obviously i had to say no..he is a punjabi and im a chinese..so..get the "unconnective link" im so sorry..i feel so bad..he is like..my BEST FRIEND..he knows all my secrets.he knows about the fucking guy..he gave me a lot of advices..he is a brother to me...only a brother.im sorry man...im sorry.

Today was a fucked up day..

We are girls,not your sluts.

2008-02-19T21:48:00.000-08:00

IM ONLINE!

2008-02-18T00:50:00.000-08:00

yeah...big deal..im online..

oh by the way...im going jogging later!
and the mood isn't present.SHYT!

i don't want to go...but...I HAVE TO..

why?

kerana i dah gemuk kays?

i hope Vanessa will be around so that i can force him to exercise together-gether.
or maybe..i'll just pinjam is bike and...he can walk.

im officially mean but...what are guys for?

i think i got to go lah...must tukar baju liao..ciaos.

Do you even love me after how much i sacrificed for you?the point is you don't give a damn..

I skipped church todayy..

2008-02-16T23:53:00.000-08:00

and i feel so bad...hee hees.Well,my family and I went to one utama.

its such a boring place where boring people like my family would go.
apart from me lah..because i was super relucant to go there.

actually i have nothing much to blog lah..so i'll just blog bout my day.

hmmm...owh yeah!daddy was feeling pretty random so he made me
teman him to ou by bus.yes..BY BUS!

what is his problem?!?!

anyways,Amanda didn't want to follow her parents to ou by car so
she followed us as well.

She was pretty annoying for a 5 year old....she asked a million and one
questions...and i had to answer them or she would go "ku jie..ku jie"
sweat...kids...

finally we reached ou.i went like HALLELUJAH.after walking around
which seemed like hours,we finally found the perfect place to eat....
Thanks to my beloved mother..we had lunch in Jack's place.I
WANTED TO EAT IN FRIDAYS!but she had to say no..blablablablabla.
too expensive...blablablabla.i dont eat western...blablablabla not nice
lah the food.

Gor gor wanted to eat there too.thanks to me lah..i was being manja-ed.
"I WANT TO EAT IN FRIDAYS LAH GOR!PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"

but she had to say NO...she had to say NO...SHE HAD TO FREAKING SAY
NO!

i mean..whatever lah.its just lunch...but i had great fun in JACK's place
because i sat opposite gor.and he kept kicking my leg while i was eating..
he stole my chilli sauce so many times.and he made him buy his daughter
a piece of cake that cost me RM5!ass hole.gor,you know i still <3>

i bought a new pencil box from GIRLS!yeah...finally!

alright...got to go..im SO tired..
DAMN IT!i have math tuition tomorrow...and my homework isn't done.DAMN

I WROTE ONE WHOLE POST ABOUT MY LIFE

2008-02-15T21:29:00.001-08:00

and the internet decided to die on me..and the whole post just VANISHED just like that..idiot!IDIOT!IDIOT!!

Im gonna blog bout my CHINESE NEW YEAR!

2008-02-15T18:49:00.000-08:00

Amanda Thong <3 Stephanie Thong

Aunties and nieces=)

The ganas dudes

Annoy me and i'll bash you up!

top left:erwin[gor gor],connie,ME,mummy,Gladys,Eric

Bottom:grandma with my niece erolyn,daddy with niece Amanda.

"clubbing"

They messed up my room

singing and dancing...and that's MY BED!

Erolyn and Amanda

gor gor

mum,dad and amanda

i hope it isn't too late to blog about my Chinese New..but hope you guys like the pictures taken

Happy Ending

2008-02-10T04:45:00.000-08:00

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending,
No hope,no love,no glory,
No Happy Ending,
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever,
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

Wake up in the morning,
stumble on my life,
Can't get no love without sacrifice,
If anything should happen,
I guess I wish you wellA little bit of heaven,
but a little bit of hell.

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

2 o'clock in the morning,
something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong,
I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.

A Little bit of love, little bit of loveLittle bit of love, little bit of love [repeat]

I feel as if I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday

This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.

its time to tutup telinga

2008-02-10T03:56:00.000-08:00

people..you can now close your ears..i mean..close your eyes.you don't have to read this post
because im gonna blast.okay..im sinning AGAIN.im probably gonna talk bad
bout some dudes..whose name is..xxxxxxx and xxxxxx.i mean..who would be so dumb to
freaking put their "enemies" names?

Im TOTALLY pressured.I mean..its not my business but wait...it is my business because some
stupid dude made me the assistant director.but im just the freaking assistant!not the
real director.and my job is just to assist the director..instead im the one caring about every
thing.

The bloody competion is on Thursday.i don't give a damn even if its on VDAY.and. those stupid
manusiaS doesn't wana lift a finger to help.Their duty was to write the script.
when i call them for practice on Monday..they agreed."ok..ok..BOLEH LAH"can you see the lah
there?they are so KAO reluctant to come weih!and we haven't even practice!

The next day:(sms)

hey i can't come tomorrow..my parents are working and we have no transport.I'll pass the script
to you on Tuesday.By the way,the competition is on Thurday.

I WAS SO DAMN PISSED OFF!IF YOU FREAKING CAN'T COME ON THAT DAY...WHY THE HELL
DID YOU SAY YOU COULD MAKE IT!?!?!I HAD ALREADY ASKED MOST OF THE STUDENTS TO
COME OVER TOMORROW.THE POINT IS...THE SCRIPT IS IN HER HANDS AND IT IS THE MOST
IMPORTANT THINGY!GOSH!GET A LIFE LAH!ITS SO OBVIOUS WE HAD TO PRCTICE ON MONDAY
AS THE OTHERS WILL GIVE LAME EXCUSES IF ASKED TO STAY BACK..

i thank God for my babe...Tan Tze Chi..she saved my life..and guess what?she is gonna think of the script
together gether with the other.Thank you JESUS.

what im afraid is..if Kedric comes..he would start complaining about why i invited him to come when
the script isn't ready.he would totally blast me..and that's when WW3 starts at home..i have a broom
at home btw.

Did i tell you i love you?did i tell you mean so much to me?no you did not tell me that.

OWHMYGOODNESS...i ate mcds again

2008-02-10T03:09:00.000-08:00

sorry for the such a small font..im trying something new lah..take boleh is it?

my sunday wasn't toobad.I thought it would totally suck but..owh wells..God is real.
He totally made my day by giving me MCDONALDS and my best friend...cassandra
tam.I wonder.. how can i live without her and her awesome advices?yes..i so love it when
she bullys me.Ignore me i didn't say that..ok.cassy's kepala will totally kembang right now.

We went to Neil's house for some Chinese New Year openhouse thingy..I saw many many
people i know who don't know me.IM AN UNKNOWN DUDE IN SMKTS LAH!
guess what?i drank shandy!yippee=)ok..no one cares stef..

i doubt it was the side effect of drinking shandy but i started to feel very very sleepy.Gary said
i was drunk.yeah ryte..how can shandy make you drunk?it only contains satu percent of alcohol lah weih.
apparently he asked me if i had yee sang and siu pao back in seremban a not..i thought he said siu pao yee sang.
so im like..huh?mana ada siu pau yee sang campur together gether de.i went like..huh?huh?and huh?many times.
Finally gary told alexa.."stephie is drunk..she drank shandy"Alexa shot back the "yes yes...like shandy can make
you drunk" look.

my tiredness faded away when LARRY's NOKIA HANDPHONE came to the
rescue..his handphone is so damn chunted weih!can edit and put songs into the video..cassy and i were so
preoccupied since then..meddling and meddling with the video effects.we made videos as well..and it was SO
darn funny til we laughed our butts off.Larry better not delete the video.are you listening
justin?

~whee~i cannot wait to go to church the next week to kacau Larry's handphone and to see my church friends.

i love you baby..where were you when i needed you?i doubt you even love me.

~WHEEEEE~Im back=)

2008-02-08T23:02:00.000-08:00

The Gardens wasn't really the bomb.Its just a stupid shopping complex who sells damn expensive stuff.im sorry if you disagree with me but shopping isn't my thing.

Did i tell you i love my brother so much?Guess what?i had BIG APPLE DOUGHNUTS!yeah..gor gor bought three pieces for me.I ate one there and left two more to eat at home..well..maybe i'll be a LITTLE nice and share one with my mother=)yes..i feel so nice.because im always nice.

Lunch was terrible.i forgot what was the name of the restaurant.i think it was YOSHINOYA or something..i ate some stupid spicy chicken with rice and vegetable..eeeeeeeeeeeeew.It tasted like..URGH.i can't explain it but..it sucked.The best part was..my beloved darling gor gor made me finish it all.He had his ways..

Then,we watched some acrobatic thingy in MEGAMALL...gosh..their acts were SO wrong..i mean..most of it lah.Their costumes were damn tight.like...yuck!

I wanted to buy darling a Valentine Day present but there was nothing nice to buy..owh wells..He pissed me off as well..so i didn't put my heart in finding the perfect gift for him.sorry dear.and..HE KEEPS MISS CALLING ME EVERY 15 MINUTES.WHAT THE HELL.when i message him,the fella freaking doesn reply.he better watch out..im getting very mad.im pretty sure he'll message me later lah..speaking bout him..i miss him SO much.

sighs....tze chi ini memang kacau lah

2008-02-08T18:32:00.000-08:00

in 15 minutes time i'll be going shopping!gor gor and his family are bringing me out to the gardens.Mum made me wear this stupid dress thingy from VOIR.well,i don't wear skirts wan..so..mum says..chinese new year...new year resolution..yadadaddadada.

TZE CHI SO KACAU LAH!im gonna go off soon and im still blogging!for the sake of that woman lah..yooor..

today's blog is about...me calling Puan Phuah the shuffler..well..we were standing in one row to bid our last goodbye to Puna Phuah...while waiting..my darling tze forced abigail to say "their shuffling sucks" really loudly for the form four performers stood a stone throw away from us.Abby said it a great number of time until my brains got adjusted to that phrase..FINALLY..Puan Phuah's car was gonna drive pass us..and we're gonna say good bye.blablablabla..so i went like.."the shuffler is coming!"tze chi started laughing like a mad buffalo,but i stil love her.

OK!can i go now??

Hate that I love you so

2008-02-05T21:04:00.000-08:00

Yeaahheyy heyy

That's how much I love you (yeah)That's how much I need you (yeah yeah yeah)

And I can't stand youMust everything you do make me wanna smile?And then I like you for a whileNo...

But you won't let meYou upset me girl and then you kiss my lipsAll of a sudden I forget that I was upsetCan't remember what you did

But I hate itYou know exactly what to do so that I can't stay mad at you for too longThat's wrong but I hate it

You know exactly how to touchSo that I don't wanna fuss and fight no moreSaid I despise that I adore you

And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)I can't stand how much I need you (I need you)And I hate how much I love you boy (ohh)But I just can't let you goAnd I hate that I love you so (ooh)

And you completely know the power that you haveThe only one that makes me laugh

Sad and it's not fairHow you take advantage of the fact that I...Love you beyond a reason why (whyyy)And it just ain't right

And I hate how much I love you girlI can't stand how much I need you (yeah yeah)And I hate how much I love you girlBut I just can't let you goAnd I hate that I love you so

One of these days maybe your magic won't affect meAnd your kiss will make me weakBut no one in this worldKnows me the way you know meSo you'll probably always have a spell on me...yeahhhhh ohhhh ohhhoh yeah

It's how much I love youIt's how nuch I need youIt's how much I love you (ohh)It's how much I need youAnd I hate that I love youSoooooAnd I hate how much I love you boyI can't stand how much I need youAnd I hate how much I love you boyBut I just can't let you goAnd I hate that I love you sooAnd I hate that I love you soo sooo

Happy Chinese New Year!

2008-02-05T20:24:00.000-08:00

doesn't time pass so fast?its already february!and valentine day is coming.Give it another few months and its PMR.oh dear...im quite freaked out.

this week had been awesome=)i don't know if its just me or its us.He is seriously making me so confuse..why are guys like that!?!?!i shall not talk about it but leave it all to God.

Family reunion dinner is in hours time..i don't feel like going..i don't want to go.i wished today isn't chinese new year..what is wrong with me man?

This is so random..i love him too much.

I am not really blogging today

2008-02-02T23:49:00.000-08:00

i just want to "advertise" my second blog which consists of my personal poems.. http://aheartfullofpoems.blogspot.com

thank you=)

I feel so cheated...

2008-02-01T21:06:00.000-08:00

The word guys define Jack asses.im pretty sure Tze darling would agree with me..judging by the terrible experiences with the stupid bastard.I totally understand how she feels right now.

Just yesterday..i thought my form 3 life would be pretty smooth sailing.It all ended when Mc called me during the evening.im not and never going to tell you what happened because i feel so bloody paranoid.erm...wait.It's not Mc's fault by the way..I put the blame on myself for having such a fragile heart and the stupidity to think he really likes me.

He thinks it fun to play with girls' heart.Well,it might be his nature by treating girls like tissue paper.I hope he is happy now..but one fine day he will get it back.I can't wait for the day when his heart would break into a million pieces.*evil laughs*

but.........what if he realli likes me?i doubt lah..cuz if it does happen..the world will turn upside down.

Im born with a fragile heart.You are the reason to my death..[if im dead]

Im finally blogging

2008-01-29T22:22:00.000-08:00

it's such a tiring day..but.. I enjoyed my self kao kao in school.geez..i have english tuition in less than two hours and im still online.owh wells...im willing to sacrifice anything to go online.

Yay!Im SO excited for my class's drama team..it's gonna be awesome thanks to The Chi's story board.man...she's a born director lah..well she would be acting as the main girl character and her MEANIE boyfriend would be Kedric Kwan!bet you guys dunno what am i crapping except the crew..and im too lazy to blog boutit.maybe next time.Hilary and ME would be singing..instead of playing background music just like that..we want to try something different lor.well,itu bukan idea i but ChickenRella's idea..by the way...ChickenRella is my ketua kelas.and he likes..............................................my friend!

OMG!Hilary and I are acting as ChickenRella's girlfriends..well..he is the lala gangster so..yeah la!gangster got many girlfriends wan mar!anyways...im ok with it la.so what?acting oni ma..RIGHT?TZE DARLING?

Today was so fun!Most of the teachers weren't around...so Da vincci,Vanessa,beta house,chickenrella, Mop and I were talking,talking and talking.we were talking bout our ex boyfriends..How mean they were..bla bla bla.then...i started singing..trying a duet with Leon..." You Raise me Up"..some El Divo songs.. christian songs...stupid Vanessa was rapping his butts off when i said "SHUT UP LA!I WANT TO SING" as usual lah..that guy go merajuk..but it lasted for a couple of seconds and he started rapping again.Let me tell you..Vinesh Kumar can rap!i ignored him i berbual bual kosong with Leon..while Jessica painted his nails with my nail polish.Stupid fela..he thought can wash off worr.anyways...then he kena scolding from jessica for polluting my brains with dirty things.Don't get me wrong.leon is NOT a porn freak..he is as innocent as me...rightt??TZE???anyways yeah la..we were just confused of "some words".

Later on..we were back to a group but it was more like 2 groups la.i was talking to Le On and Vinesh...Stupid vinesh started drawing my arms with my gel pen.YOOR!waste my ink only lah!anyways...Le On asked what type of guys i liked..the ciri-ciri lah..i told him lah obviously.then vinesh and leon started murdering me for because i said im ugly..what they said really brightened up my life.*sobs sobs*they said i am pretty..and they made me say it.SO i was like.. "erm...i...am pretty?'hahahhahahaha..they are such nice dudes=)love them both!i love tze moreee.

Got to fly now..lol.i had not finish my homework yet.so yeah lah!..yay!can't wait for tuition later..got leng chaiS man...

I think im falling for you and i hope you feel the same way too.Don't play with my heart<3

The gang

2008-01-27T05:21:00.000-08:00

Stephanie - Rihanna / Sek fan nei / Steven

Tze Chi - The CHI / Tze Quan

Aldric - Agong

Kah Keng -Kah Leen/ Karina

Vinesh -Vanessa Kumar Anne a/p Hudgens

Mok -mop

I BAKED CUPCAKES!

2008-01-22T22:20:00.000-08:00

which are...erm..burnt

baker on duty:anak manja kakak

baker on duty: kakak LP

Would you believe it?

2008-01-22T21:08:00.000-08:00

Today is a holiday!*sobs* *sobs* No school.Anyways,i shall blog about my wonderful day in class yesterday.Though i fell sick but i managed to concentrate a little.The first part of school was rather tensed up especially for some dude who is desperate for tissue.My nose was dying on me.A hero came and saved my life..sweat.He's just Kah Keng lah.Apparently,he caught a cold too...hmmmm...must had been me..Anyways,he was "too nice" to give me half of his tissue paper.yeah!like what the heck?He actually cut it in to HALF with a pair of scissors.owh wells in the end he gave me one piece lah.so kedekut lah.Spare me one freaking piece only.but..in the end...Kah Keng became a gentleman..he went out of class to buy me a pasket of tissue.i went like"awwwww...xie xie..xie xie"[we communicate in mandarin]

Recess was o.k.I met up with Krystie to brush up with her oral presentation..talk bout her crushes..gossip..and She told me a secret!and obviously im keeping it to myself.

During WBS[waktu belajar sendiri] was fun!well,i was chatting with Jessica the whole way through.more like bullying her.and gosh...i wasted all her ink doing all this!

i was feeling all emo..so yeah la.during history and math..tze chi my darling and I were chit chatting...it was a good conversation lah.erm..am not going to share as its rather personal lor...

Anyways im SO jealous,Tze Chi's cousin is quite cute.During the last period..we were sort of hanging out with the guys and...i find Vinesh a nice guy.I mean..i really hated him..seriously.but now..he's quite a nice friend la.Anyways,his rapping is good.hahahahahaha...well,my darling Tze Chi can rap as well..she rocks weix!rocker chick.and Vinesh said i could rap too..well i was just rapping some verses from MOCKING BIRD...Most of the time...Tze and I were checking out each other's hawt guys from the opposite class.it was so fun lah.

im back=)

2008-01-17T01:18:00.000-08:00

and..my arm hurts.it feels heavy.I can't lift it up..you know..ive been going on a slimming plan and ive been going for jogs with daddy since tuesday..am eating salad for dinners and..yeah.trying to lose weight lah.SADDENING WEI!today i did not allow myself to go jogging.LOL..well,my weird mind tells me that "Go jogging and you'll die"Im afraid that my arm would influence my kesihatan and all..how dumb can i get.

Ive got nothing much to blog..so ciaoz..

Injection day!

2008-01-16T22:07:00.000-08:00

*jeng jeng jeng*..today was..INJECTION DAY.well,it's not exactly called Injection Day..i duno wart it's really called.SO yeah..it wasn't as bad as i thought.It didn't even hurt.Maybe just a small prick...Accordin to Tze..my reaction was weird.I gave the "it's pain but it's not pain" look.Lol.

man..science tuition is in half an hour.Ive got to bath already.Will be back soon..

ps:Special thanks to Tze Chi,Joseph,Cassandra,Ivan,Caroline,Jessica adn Hilary for being there when im really in need=)

Thanks for the memories

2008-01-14T01:01:00.000-08:00

Thanks for the memories

P.s: I am not insane

Just a normal Sunday

2008-01-12T23:53:00.000-08:00

I have only 40 minutes to blog bout today as my mum will be back soon.Well lets see..last night i chatted with mummy again..til 12 a.m..it wasn't exactly chatting but more like argue-ing in a nice way.we argued about my religion.She said Christians are hypocrates especially Catholics.Sorry and no offence guys..That's what she said and i did not agree lah.I mean..erm..I RESPECT PEOPLE.Apart from that,we chatted bout other stuff like err..i forgot lah.

i woke up at 7.45am today..feeling a little lousy.bath,makan-ed..dadadadada.Around 8.15,mum fetched me to church.I brought my pencil box along which lead to a TERRIBLE nagging from mum.yeah like what's her problem wei.Well,i still love her..i mean..patience lah.He will cause the coldest hard to find everlasting peace.The reason she nagged me was because i didn't wana use the handbag she bought for me..i mean..what for lah.so mafan.then she scolded me in the car and i kept quiet the whole time til i reached church.i said bye but she didn't answer so i was like "God..please forgive her"

Service wasn't too bad..i wasn't really concentrating during sermon cuz..i was doing other stuff..ivan knows..i attended meeting with other shepherd.wasn't really paying attention.MAC lah..she drew on my arms and all.I still love you lah..doo doo head!Ivan fetched me back halfway through meeting as he was afraid my mum would murder me if i came back late.In the end,she didn't lah.I doubt she didn't even know it was 3.30.too engrossed in her stupid mahjong.lol.

Tuition is in half an hour time..my mum will be back any minute.and yeah..i'll be back lah

School..school..school

2008-01-09T21:16:00.000-08:00

Hey=) i am back..It's been years since i actually blogged.So,today im going to talk about my days in form 3 and all lah.

First day of school was scary...My parents dropped me off at the back gate and i bersendirian walk to 3 jasmine.Actually i hated my stupid class but there were super awesome people like Tze Chi,Jessica,Hilary,Le on...They rule my world weix..super nice human beings.Though we aren't that smart but being friendly is the most important thing.

I can't belive it!since school started i never ever went to the canteen for recess!Jessy and i were just hanging around...crapping...disturbing each other..usual stuff.

School is great weix.Thank God i didn't score well last year or i'll be in the class where there are freaking nreds which i SO hate their good for nothing character.Bloody ass holes lah.No knowledge no life.Overall...they have NO life.

People in my 2 cempaka aren't talking to me anymore..not all lah..Pei Jiun,michelle,li ching,angelica,abigail.. and a couple more.They are o.k..in fact,i miss them=)

the others?errr...maybe cuz they hardly see me or whatever lah.excuses...excuses.i don't give a damn though.

HALELUJAH!i finally stopped car pooling with Audrey...yeah,the smart ass.we hardly even talk too..well that's because im in Jasmine.people in Jasmine are slow witted..yea so..if you mix with them you will fail your PMR.

ive got to go already..i guess my blog would be sort of dead.cuz of skewl..and all..bye=)

Happy New Year!

2008-01-01T21:45:00.000-08:00

cool eh?

i ordered these..yummy..but expensive

stingy brother of mine!

her lala pose

My new year wasn't too bad..I celebrated New Year's day with gor and his family..I woke up at 10.30 a.m that day.Extra early eh?lol.well,my brother came over around 11.30a.m..We went out for early lunch where we had dim sum.Fancy having dim sum for lunch eh?well,i have a very weird family though.I STILL LOVE THEM!

After lunch,we were deciding on where to go...I wanted to go to One Utama for some New Year shopping with mummy as well as to meet up with the youths lah.but...my stupid brother tempted me with his STUPID PS2..so..erm..we went over to his house.Gor and I were upstairs playing DYNASTY WARRIOR 5 while the others were just berbual-bual kosong-ing.

My brother is SO mean!He wouldn't let me kill the warrior and end the game.Ish...can't he give his sister a chance?LAME.I pity the people down there weix..hahahahahah.they couldn't talk in peace.Gor and I were making SO MUCH noise.I was screaming at him when i made the team lost.He was like "your skills CHA don't blame me lah!" Hello?where was he when i was in trouble?cannot save me wan...It was fun lah..though we made so much noise scolding stupid captains and soldiers..i scolded him more than he scolded me lah.blaming him for EVERYTHING.what are sisters for?

Later...i went down stairs and my brother complained to mum that i made the team lost..bla bla bla bla.I don't know how to play well...and i argued..gor and i were fighting downstairs.calling each other stupid...then evrybody started laughing...i don't why but gor and i started laughing too.

My lovely sister in law offered a variety of chocolates to me.Goodness..the wrappings are so so so cuteeeee=)i ate gummies..candies..EVERYTHING la!

Around 4 p.m,we went back home..My brother and his family came as well because daddy wanted to give them a dinner treat.I went to bath,went online for a little while.While using the computer,my brother ran upstairs to my room.I was like "SHIT! ERKER! GET DOWN HEEREEE!" i chased him..and fell on the stairs.the pain was terrible weix..anyways,i walked to my room to find him shouting "mummy!got boyfriend pictures here!" as if lah..he was lying and my mother was totally ignoring him..he and his nonsense.He saw my pictures..asked some questions about it..then when down..

Dinner costed a bomb..Quite expensive lah.we went to Shabu Shabu..a famous japanese steamboat place.Well it was sort of special because we EACH had our own steamboat so that it'll be more hygenic lah.After dinner we were just hanging around there...talking..gor gor wanted to see my camera and he saw my poser pictures and exclaimed "What!?!?! you take pictures of yourself?" i was like "so?cannot arr?" and gave him the killer stare.

New year day was fun especially with my family=)

Time passes real fast

2007-12-30T05:05:00.000-08:00

At the blink of an eye..it's the end of year 2007.This year had been an awesome year for me.The word awesome in my dictionary defines happiness+sadness+failure+joy+being despised+betrayal+fun+friendship.I had learnt so much through my year in 2 Cempaka though i sort of hated the class.But..i found out what true friendships meant.Plus..the real colours of a guy.

Everything is happening so fast.My stupid PMR is like next year..felicia is getting married=)I mean..it's an excellent news BUT i can't bear to let her leave CBC.Goodbye my source of entertainment..well,not yet but soon.I'll seriously miss her.My brains are hay-wired due to felicia's song.I'll be strumming the guitar late at night just to get the the right verse.That's what i did last night and mum asked me to go sleep.Guess i was disturbing her with my ugly music.It's not my fault but i was too excited for the performance.Well,i promised felicia that i will present her a beautiful song.

DAMMIT.The stupid school had placed me into 3 Jasmine.A pretty fcuked up class with mostly fcuked up people.Im so sorry guys...but YEAH.Geez..is science so important?sighs.whatever la.i don't give a fcuk.My percentage is higher than those kids!How the in the universe did they get to Cempaka?whatt!?!?!cause i failed my science?Who set that rule?im so going to sue him/her!

Well,Hilary Ng saved the day.She failed science as well but that doesn't mean she is stupid.Hilary is a bright a girl ok!YAY!we are going to sit together the next year=)i so love her..We were in the same class at the age of 13.I still remembered when i would always go to her house.i was so in love with her guitar=)

Gosh..im not suppose to be saying all these..but owh wells.this is the typical Stephanie Thong who is filled or grunts and babblings.What to do...Alright..Have a wonderful New Year ahead yeah?

See you in school stupid smart asses.Let's see who gets the highest percentage..you or me?even if i would score i will never practice your stupid fcuked up characters..lansi asses.Im brought up well for God's sake.

Eye on malaysia=)

2007-12-29T21:37:00.000-08:00

MATA KEPUNYAAN MALAYSIA

Nice eh?i took it..

I was suppose to take the view behind them...

mui and I

That's Julian's hand..Is that so funny?Why is Mrs tan laughing?geez

Us...On The Eye of Malaysia.The guy next to me is a little

slow witted...that explains his expression.he just needs attention.

Mrs Tan and Ah Thong

Panda & I

Dong's "beautiful" leg

On the 29th of December,Mrs Tan,Emma,Julian,Wiwip,Panda,Jasmine,Ding Dong and I went to the Eye Of Malaysia..It wasn't too bad la but nothing really spectacular.It's just a stupid Ferris Wheel..seriously.

Around 9.30am we met at the Taman Bahagia LRT station..Goodness gracious.I told Panda the wrong time and made her wait for like whatt?half an hour..im so sorry AMANDA!owh wells..after waiting for everyone to arrive,we went to buy tickets..

HAHAHAHAHAHAH!ding dong doesn't know how to use LRT tickets..HAHAHAHAHAHAH..He never sit before worr..I had to help him get through the whatever ticket machine.lol

we went into the LRT...as usual lorr.sit around..wait til the lrt reaches our destination.sepanjang perjalanan i was with my darling emma.we were talking CRAP.Total crap..but it was fun kays!

After that we took a bus from KLCC to the Eye on Malaysia place.whatever it's called.In the bus,it was so boring but Jojo came to the rescue..Thanks joseph=)

by the way,ding dong was acting like freaking retard in the LRT when we came back.it was so so so so funny.Altogether it was a fun trip la..i.Eh!joseph..hope you like the pictures.Who ask you not to come!

2007-12-25T03:46:00.001-08:00

Merry Christmas everyone!sorry...no poems today..well,today i didn't attend service in church..i had to attend grandma's birthday lunch in Seremban.so.......

I woke up around 8?bath..bla bla bla..goodness.now,i FINALLY realised that women are total vein pots[yesh yesh..like me=( ]owh well...Mum took 30 freaking minutes just to choose her stupid outfit.and me?i took less then 5 minutes to grab my cuffed shorts and a grey tee.i couldn't wait anymore and rush to the room..there i saw her looking at the mirror..i went like "sheeesh mum..you are so vein lah!" She couldn't make up her mind!she didn't know what to wear.I was quite pissed you know..We were running late lah!my brother was actually waiting for us to go together.Furthermore he stays in Kota Kemuning..You think we can fly there ar?so i gave her ideas lor..what to wear what to wear..Too bad,my taste was TERRIBLE wor.I kept pestering her to be quick and in the end got kicked out of the room..

about 10 minutes later,i went upstairs AGAIN..despite the fear of getting baptized in fire..i opened the door and "HOLY COW!You look like a damn christmas tree!"My mum totally overdressed..she was wearing two rings on both hands!WHAT THE!?!?!?and her perfume was killing me..it was TERRIBLE..even she herself admitted that she looked like a christams tree and decided to take my advice..she took one ring off.i was like"what the heck?"Anyways,we were really late..so off we went to gor gor's house...

HELL STARTS NOW

You know...i didn't enjoy my Christmas..It was SO fcuked up.im serious by the way..We reached gor's house and i greeted everyone..yes how nice of me.im always nice!suddenly.."erwin,merry Christmas arr" That was what my mum wished gor right after we got out of the car..i don't know why but i started to cry..tears streamed down my cheek when i started to yawn[on purpose..duhh]

I feel extremely hurt you know..i am a christian and my family did not even wish me.what the heck?my mother wished my brother who isn't a Christian and did not even wish me?what kind of world is this?sweat.

Lunch was ok la.As usual human beings there were ignoring me..im used to it lah..it's been happening since i was what?4?Thank God,He sent someone to brighten me up..who could he be?my darling cousin..Mr Gilbert Thong...He is a total awesome dude..very handsome too..im serious.that fella looks like an ANG MO!sobz my darryl sayang and ee-lynn jie jie didn't come..they had stuff to do in church..CHUP.darryl...is my nephew..ok?get things straight please..yeah..

Cousin and I sat together during lunch and we were like talking forever!about how kononnya cool he was.i tought he was just a guy next door wei..he plays the BASE and GUITAR in church!i gave him the"yo man..don't lie laaa" look...and we started laughing and laughing and laughing.seriously he does..and he said he would teache me the guitar and base so i could play in church..i was like.."yeah..in a million years would i play in church la"and we started laughing again..in the end..he said he was serious la..and 1 day im going to visit his church.If i like it..he doesn' mind fetching me to church every Sunday as well as youth..and i can join him and his team and musicians..they would train me up in whatever i want to play...kekekekek...

i called him the typical ulu man and he called me kampong gurl..it was so so funny laa..i miss him so much.sobz.. i miss my darryl dear too..his son la!before i went home i gave him a BIGGGGGGGGGGG HUUUUUGGGGYYY...Gor Gor Gilbert i miss you so..God bless you.

I believe that it is God's will that he came today..Lord wanted to brighten me up..His family did not come and usually if that happens...he will not attend the party.

Father Lord,
Thank you for evrything you did today..Though there were bitter memories i knew you were there to make me forget about it.I really had fun with my cousin today...if it wasn't for you to bring him..i guess i'll spend Christmas alone..You are a wonderful and awesome God.Though people think i never exist and im a priceless treasure in theire hearts..you would treat me as if im the most expensive the pearl in the world.Thank You for you love to me,Lord.Thank you for being there and giving me the patience to overcome my problems dear Lord.This few months had been terrible for me but you never ever left me and would encourage me even if it was so late at night.You mean a lot to me Lord.I will sacrifice anything to glorify your name.Thank You my dear Jesus Christ..In your mighty name i pray..AMEN

Singaporeeee I miss you

2007-12-19T23:09:00.000-08:00

Mum says im a vein pot...[hotel toilet]

it was a super memalukan moment..the tourists were lookin at me

Mum and I

Daddy and I..i look fat la!

Helen

Hahhahahahahahahahhahahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahaha

poser=)

Im the culprit

The bus we took to Singapore

yeah..its me

The swimming pool in YWCA

My daddy during breakfast...I had nothing to do because

I finished breakfast early?

A Dedication to "Miss danielle"

2007-12-15T22:52:00.000-08:00

The Inside Out Conference

2007-12-14T19:39:00.000-08:00

Youth conference was awesome=)It was the first time for Community Baptist Church to have a youth conference.and...the youths did a freaking excellent job especially to the musicians...woo hoo..they were good.Hey!the usheres did their part well too.that's because i was part of it.Anyways,WALAO...Iris make a good team leader..she handled evrything well and efficiently.GO AUNTIE!Edward was a great MC...The ice breakers really broke the ice.I mean maybe that is why it's called ice breaker right?I got to talk to hot guys=)And they were really really nice!like me..No...not from CBC lah.

Through the concert as well as the conference..i had learnt so many things which will be applied to my life.He had really cleanse me from the inside out.Whatever Ps. Mal said would be drilled in my brains.It was good lah..If God could bear the pain of dying on the cross to wash away our sins...why can't i make a stand and bear the emotional pain of being insulted?

I sortof made a vow to Him that i would never give up in my studies,to study very hard,bring my family to Him no matter how hurt i would get,spread Christianity to the nation and going for missionary trips.

Workshop was very very GOOD.Though Daniel was there seriously annoying me like crazy,i learnt a lot.yea man...PEOPLE OUT THERE!WAIT FOR ME...IM COMING TO TELL YOU WHO JESUS IS!daniel is coming with me as well...The nations going to be a better place because im going to help them all...daniel too..
every single minute Pastor told us a joke or somthing which was super funny,Daniel would go hitting my shoulders..Mind you,that fella was sitting behind me...I tell you!i would had gotten internal injury!stupid fella..

During discussion[workshop],i was so unlucky to be in the same group as him..i had to give him "the look" only would he do the assignment given.That fella just wasn't paying attention lah..Then we were suppose to introduce ourselves.i went like "owh man..."yeah...they thought we were brother and sisters...and i was like "NO NO NO NO...we are NOT related"as usual..while giving daniel "eeeyyyer" look...Evrybody was laughing..kekekekekeke

Ian named daniel and I "THONGSTERS"...

another unlucky time,Daniel and I were in the same group during group discussions..[not workshop but conference]as usual,that brat sat with me...So ian messaged daniel and said "Look!the Thongsters are sitting together!..and Daniel was laughing gila babi..i didn't thought it was funny lor..i gave Ian back though..and he said "main aje laaa" why are guys soooooooo slow-witted at times?

Anyways,i had a fun time in conference with Daniel the cow,Margaret,Margaret's sister,Emma gurl gurl,Felibooo,My LoLi sayang and many more...

Mr Ong...too bad you couldn't come lah.or i could had bully you kao kao.anyways,the next post is somewhat dedicated to you=)

2007-12-11T03:12:00.000-08:00

Yes..I am the emo kid.Nobody loves the emokid..The emokid

is sad.And is being LAME...She is always lame at all times.

EMokId is ready to die anytime.

There is a difference

2007-12-11T02:00:00.000-08:00

Elaine is in my room sleeping.Im so sad...She is sick..Having high fever now=( Owh God..please let her feel better.

I noticed/realised/found out something very important.There is a TOTAL difference between her family and mine.Eventhough her daddy recently passed away,I prefer living in her family.okay.She is currently sick and ALL ATTENTION is poured on her.No im not jealous.WAIT.i am jealous.

When i was sick,who the hell cared about me?Mum was busy scolding and nagging me like no one's business.Hello?i was a sick person okay?Can't somebody pity me?Can't somebody manja me a little?My dad didn't bothered about me.My stupid brothers were too preoccupied with their family to actually care about me.

And what did i do?sit there crying like a little baby.Sighs...when will they change?when will they learn to care about this little girl?When will i lead a normal teenager's life?All i want is love from my family...

He was always there for me

2007-12-11T01:24:00.000-08:00

Thrusted into my throbing heart,
Her killer language murdered me,
Choosing to worsened the cut,
She was reluctant to set me free.

The hinged barrier slam shut,
Leaving me facing the fastened door,
Suicidal emotions were about ot start,
Until i saw a light reflected upon the floor.

Dread and distress were replaced by happiness,
As i turn to face the light,
He had indeed destroyed the curse,
Because my sorrows were not in sight.

Sensing a warm affection,
I knew He was always in my heart,
He waited for the door to be opened,
To gently mend my deepened cut.

Countless times He was around,
It was I who did not greet Him,
He went away without a sound,
Waiting for the right time to be let in.

-Stephie Thong-

My wonderful Sunday

2007-12-09T03:29:00.000-08:00

Though i didn't attend service today but i had freaking fun with my family.Yeah i feel kinda bad for not going to church.Put the blame on my mum who chatted with me until 2 a.m.Thank you mother..And mum was like "go to church lah!cannot like that wan...dadadadadadada" Sweat...how in the universe would I wake up if i slept so bloody late?ish...common sense kan?owh wells...I was forced to get out of the bed at 10.30a.m.That's why!so early kan?sheesh i only have what?8+ hours of sleep..

Today i went downstairs naked.wait.not exactly..i was wrapped in a towel lah.Well,my mother told me gor gor would be coming at 11a.m..so i decided to take a bath...half way using the conditioner...i heard a car honk.many many times.yeah lah..went downstairs...wanted to let gor come in then,that stupid fella drove away.man...my brother have no freaking patience...it's time he learn from ME.anyways,i called his cell and told him i was at home...gor was like "aaaya...im going to get some stuff and will get back in a while lah" How in heaven would i know that his short while meant...5 minutes.So i decided to continue my beauty bath and..what the heck!i heard the car honking again.You won't imagine how angry i was...and i was cursing my way downstairs.YES!only wrapped with a towel.

But i still love him lah...My favourite brother in the universe!muahkz..today he brought his daughter and wife along.And we went to THE CURVE.Gor gor became the family's camera man..stupid fela wouldnt allow me to touch his camera...well mine was left at home because no battery lorr.poor cammy.yeah we took many pictures in THE CURVE.owh man...the decorations were AWESOME.I met Bryan in IKANO...apparently,he was working there..My brother officially memalukan me by asking..Your kawan ah?Your boyfriend is it,Stephanie?He went over to Bryan and asked me to give him a free try on the games..yeah his work had connections with those games stuff.Mum on the other hand was babbling and nagging my brother to stop his stupid nonsense as it would get Bryan fired.Ish..

At home,gor gor was showing off his PS2 game.like i care?AND he hogged the computer to find cheat codes.hahakz..it was fun la.we were fighting for the computer and were laughing like mad cows.I introduced friendster to him wei!as well as facebook=)I feel so nice...Oh yea!i invited myself over to his house for a sleepover.i wanted to check out his PS2 lah..But gor gor had to work tomorrow and the good hearted girl didn't want to trouble her darling brother=)But he was so mean lah.in order to touch the PS,i have to get myself a controller.i was like "kedekut punya manusia"

I miss this wonderful day lah.I miss my gor gor Erwin Thong.I missed the times where he acted like a retard and i asking him to shut up as well as calling him a LAMO.I missed the timed where i start SCREAMING at him.sighs..miss you gor gor

Staring at the wall,i wonder if im the perfect one

2007-12-09T01:12:00.000-08:00

Living life like an orphan,
Lack of pure love,
With no values learnt,
I was a libilty since birth.

Instead of a bundle of joy,
I became a burden everyday,
Her blood would boil,
When i never went her way.

Though she was a good mother,
She failed to understand,
Teenagers have their own world,
As their emotions were hard to mend.

"Oh!My boyfriend cheated on me"
"I got punished for being rude"
"My mother is driving me crazy!"
"BUZZ OFF!i aint in the mood"

Would there be a smile on my face?
If problems like that occured,
Constantly,i would stare at the wall and gaze,
Wondering if im the perfect daughter.

The truth is no one is perfect,
Only the Holy one from above,
well,can't she accept the fact?
That i am actually useless...

Useless to all men,
but a beautiful treasure to God,
Worthless in this land,
An expensive pearl to Lord.

-Stephie Thong-

Pictures from pulau pangkor

2007-12-04T22:12:00.000-08:00

I look like a dork,but for daddy i will post it=)

Amanda and I

On one of the rocks

Amanda Thong Li Zhen=)

Disturbing me watching the television

as if their dancing rocks...

My friends in the pool..i didn't swim because

my best friend arrived..but in the end i DID swim

lah.

I miss my uncle...This boat brought back some memories.

The first and last time i went fishing with my uncle.

I miss you

-Beautiful rocks-

Who else could that be?

Being amazed by God's creation i guess?

So young yet so emo...

I found this leave...AWESOME

Whatever are they doing?

Air laut yang masin sangat

I got my genes from her

Yeah.Rocks..again

That's me cousin!

-ROSE ROSE i love you-

hey..im back from Pulau Pangkor!

2007-12-03T18:43:00.000-08:00

Gosh..im so dark already!

Me and the rocks=)

Room 104

Daddy can play mahjong merx?

Them...and their toys

The chalet I stayed for 3 nights..can see my baju2

This is Pulau Pangkor...beauitful

I found this!but its dead larx..

Mum and her ex occupation

Mother and son

MUMMY!

DADDY!

i have more pictures but will upload tomorrow i guess..cuz my mum will be back home anytime and is going to slaughter me if she sees me online.

Im addicted to posing

2007-11-23T02:25:00.001-08:00

What did I do during my holidays?

2007-11-20T23:22:00.000-08:00

"Studying.."

What the?

seems wrong...

Aaaaah!I learnt something new.

Who wouldn't know what is was..

Reading my lovely books

Sleeeeeep..

Going out...

Guitar-ING...a.k.a syok sendiri-ing

Watchin t.v...

Reading newspapers + massaging my tired legs

IM NOT PRETTY ANYMORE=( Look at my panda and puffy eyes!

I just LOVE this picture lahh

2007-11-19T05:14:00.000-08:00

I was SO FREAKING bored..n dug out old pictures

2007-11-19T04:38:00.000-08:00

They don't know how much they mean
to me

Man...i suck here

My babi and I..im on the right..[duhh]

Woo Hoo..I got my new camera already=)

2007-11-18T00:10:00.000-08:00

here are some pictures i took with my new camera...

I lovee this picture=)

God's wonderful creation

I created this=)

It kinda looks like a snake though..

-rust-

-I SO LOVE MY CAM-

This is the story of a girl...[fiction]

2007-11-10T22:42:00.000-08:00

Wrath and fury rose in me like vomit.Deciding that enough is enough,I answered back, "Shut up!I cannot put up with that primitive character of yours.Didin't your religion taught you to respect other people's system of faith?Mother,I need you to stop the condemnation of my religion!"With tears streaming down mother's cheeks,she screamed, "So this is what your stupid religion taught you?To answer back?Stupid Christians!All they do is brain wash and practice hypocrisy.You better watch out,Sophia!One fine Sunday,you will find me in your church blurting out all your rotten qualities like an insane woman."

Born in a Buddhist family,my parents expected me to be in temples-lighting joss stickes,knealing down solemnly and mumbling some daily prayers to porcelain Gods.But I had my own religion too;Christianity.Since my conversion at the age of thirteen,mother started mocking my religion.Every wrong step I made,(come on,nobody is perfect in this world)my church had to take the blame.Mother was the only 'trouble maker' while others learnt to respect.

Sometimes,I put the blame on my useless self.Maybe all mother desires were good examination results,then she would leave my religion alone?Mind you,studies were not my 'thing'.Why would I be engaged in knowledge when my school teachers strongly dislike me?I hated school a lot because I had no friends.They all took me for granted and despised me just because I hardly own anything from expensive boutiques.It's not their fault though.They came from wealthy families and were not aware of the value of money.To them,money came from trees.While popular girls had boyfriends(puppy love I call it),I gazed hopelessly.At the innocent age of fourteen,I hated living skills lessons.My teacher,Mrs Lian loved picking on me as I was very weak in that subject.Pouring love and knowledge on intelligent pupils,she ignored the rest.It was way to obvious for us,students to learn that she posseses an unfair personality.Still,I endured the pain sorrowfully.Like a predator waiting for its prey,I waited for my turn to give her back.That desire had never been fulfilled though.

There wasn't any difference if I had two brothers or not.We never had a brother-sister relationship.Our great age gap explained it all.They were two decades older than me.Obviously at home,I was treated as if incapable of being seen.Eventhough blessed with a beautiful family each,they failed to remember their roots.Well,I still loved them and am proud of how successful they developed into.I have faith that one day they will finally understand what family strengths are.At times,my two sister in laws can be rather cocky and arrogant,though they had low paying jobs. "Let Bygones be Bygones",I say.Under whatever circumstances,they are related to me and I must treat them with esteem.

Right after the 'over heated' arguement with mother,I ran into my room,slamming the door behind me.Like a little child,I started crying and kicking wildly.With mother outside shouting "Open up!You useless rascal,I am not done with you yet!",my emotions just got worst.Suddenly,I made a decision…something I shall never regret.Quickly,I grabbed a paper and pen.Scribbling on an A4 paper,it stated:

Dearest mother,Enrico and Edwin,

Sorry for leaving you behind.Well,you still have Enrico and Edwin right?You are not the cause of my death,so don't feel bad.Since the day I was born,instead of a bundle of joy,I became a big burden to the family.Now that I am gone,the weight in your heart had been lifted.Do live life to the fullest.Sorry for not fulfilling the job of a daughter.Your desire to obtain a successful daughter had been put off.This is the last time I am going to tell you this.It's your will to accept the fact.I hate books andthe 'study material' is not present in my blood.Mum,I apologise for the frequent mood swings.You don't know what ive been going through.Anyways,im sorry for hurting your feelings at times.Though you would always criticize Christianity , I never hated you.I will always love and respect you because you brought me into this world.
As for you two,Enrico and Edwin..Please take care of mother for me when im not around anymore.Yes ,I do understand that you have a family to raise but…she is your mother!The brave one who bore the excruciate pain of child birth.Not to forget,she nurtured and raised you up single handedly.I would like to be buried in a Christian cemetery please.Hanging myself in this room is the only way to get out of my miserable life.Take care.I love you mother,Enrico and Edwin.Goodbye.

With Love,
Sophia Cheng

by:Stephie Thong

Cassandra, just before you go...

2007-11-06T21:59:00.001-08:00

I owe you another present...

Today someone is turning fourteen,
I wonder who can it be?
It's our Mc Donalds' queen,
The one and only Mc Cassie!

Enjoy this blessed birthday,
With Jesus Christ by your side,
In your heart He will stay,
Guarding you throughout the night.

Over the moon i will feel,
With sadness fading away,
To healthy from being ill,
Your presence brightens my day.

Thank you Lord for Mc cassie,
Protect her from all danger,
and remain with her for eternity,
Thank you again for such a wonderful girl.

Cass,you are a year older today,
Old woman already la!
But this is what i really want to say,
"Happy sweet fourteen,Cassandra"

With love from Ah Thong

Tiringg

2007-11-06T21:00:00.000-08:00

These few days[saturday,sunday,monday and tuesday]had been insane.i was weary,cranky and weak.Those 3 hell-ish days were spent in and out of the hospital.My energy was entirely drained out,suffering from runny nose and fever.No worries..im alright

From the 29th of October until 4th of November,daddy suffered high fever.hell yea..7 freaking days weix..Mum and I accompanied(we had to right?)him to SJMC for a blood test.Yea,turned up to be dengue.Chill..it's just classical dengue a.k.a first degree/mild.Some slow witted and mentally deficiant doctor insisted that daddy had to be admitted.Somehow,my supermother "terjumpa" our family doctor who got daddy out of the stupid hospital.Even he agreed that there was no need for him to be admitted.

Owh wells,there was a price to pay..Daddy had to go back to hospital everyday to test his blood,pack cell volume as well as platelets.Ish so freaking troublesome.Hello?that leads to..

i have to rouse from my beauty sleep at 6a.m every morning
Lunch will be served with soupy stuff
I will have to sit on uncomfortable seats in SJMC for million of hours
Menjatuhkan air muka I when dozing off in front of so many people[mind you,my mouth was wide open]

Though i grumble,complain and crap like mad..Deep deep in my heart,I don't mind.He is my daddy and it ismy duty to provide him the very best.Even if I cannot drive him up and down..giving him the support do tell him that I care for him.

Daddy forgive me if I crap too much in the hospital..I was just trying to entertain you.

Hehehehe..what was i doing?when i ponteng-ed school for a week?

2007-11-03T22:40:00.000-07:00

[screams][shouts][claps]My cousin and her family came over..They stayed in my home for 5 days...It was wonderful.Elaine and I cam whored for 5 whole days..like any other girls..went shopping..went to eat BIG APPLE DOUGHNUTS..telling you guys what she did in my house will take me forever.so i'll include some pictures we took in THE CURVE...what we did in the car..more like what elaine did to me...yea

The yummy yummy doughnuts...I ate about 8 pieces...

Mum[right] and aunt[left]...They ditch us for their conversation..sweat.

After many many hours...we went home...

Elaine drove me retarded by saying all kinds of stupid things..

My reaction:

Stephie gets the "ah thong syntom"

She is going to *die*

Dah mati ke?
Suddenly...

She went GILA BABI

"BOO YA"elaine...im not scard of you...instead..you should be afraid!

See the hand?its elaine trying to KILL me...

Aaaaaaa....my face!i look like a pig!

a HAWT pig

NO matter what Elaine did to me..i will always love her.."BABI"..i love you

Stephanie Thong Poh Yin and Elaine Tan Kah Wei

Muaxxiez...

2007-10-31T01:45:00.000-07:00

What?posing while chatting?

2007-10-31T01:42:00.000-07:00

too much too much

2007-10-31T01:38:00.000-07:00

Hey there!kekekekekeke

2007-10-31T01:33:00.000-07:00

bloob bloob

2007-10-30T04:49:00.000-07:00

Im not born a model la

2007-10-30T04:41:00.000-07:00

Being forced

Retarded Angel

2007-10-30T04:37:00.000-07:00

guess who tied my hair?

Gothic...

2007-10-30T04:09:00.000-07:00

I lurve my personal hairstylist

The effect....

2007-10-29T20:40:00.000-07:00

Stephie kena made over by her doink cousin

2007-10-29T20:28:00.000-07:00

The process

2007-10-29T20:20:00.000-07:00

What i did last night

2007-10-29T20:07:00.000-07:00

...Elaine's guinea pig=)

ChanEttE..And I

2007-10-29T01:58:00.000-07:00

Im TERUK in photography

2007-10-29T01:55:00.000-07:00

Chanette and I

2007-10-29T01:50:00.000-07:00

Chanette and I

2007-10-29T01:46:00.000-07:00

I LuVeE her

Megan and I

2007-10-29T01:43:00.000-07:00

She looks really pretty now

My best friend=)

2007-10-29T01:38:00.000-07:00

during prom..

Prom was...

2007-10-28T00:46:00.000-07:00

good...Dressed up like a stupid emo doll.Mum asked me to put make up but JANGAN HARAP.I will totally look emo-ER.I can die wearing heels.I wore mum's..How did she managed to walk?my mum rocks.My mum did my hair...nothing much la.Blow dry...yea.She thought me how to walk like a model...And why should i listen to her?just walk larx!

-In the car-

As usual...I started cam whoring,with mum babbling at the background.criticising every pose i make.Then her naggings started.

No boyfriend,girlfriend...
No drugs..
When you feel dizzy,start drinking lots of water.

Mc fetched me to Armada Hotel...OMG MC LOOKED SO HAWT! She even put make up.no i didn't,as i think its a waste of time.

I didn' sit with Mc because i found my friend,Chanette.Chanette was looked cute..I mean,she is always cute.Sitting next to her was FUN.we camwhored...I'll upload the pictures when she sends it to me.I looked weird in all of the pictures..seriously.

The food was ok ok la.I didn't eat much because i was malu to walk in out and out of the ballroom to grab dinner.Chanette ate alot!Well,what to do...It's Chanette what!

-GAMES-

Owh wells,like any other anti social girl...i Didn't take part.Hello?it requires a guy partner kay?

-DANCING/CLUBBING-

My favourite part..I went HIGH.I found out that clubbing can be really dangerous...You can actually forget youself.I almost hugged an ugly fella..SERIOUSLY!It was fun..i was shaking my ass and all...yea...I completely forgot myself...luckily i did NOT strip...-i think-

This is retarded..as if they would employ me...

2007-10-26T06:47:00.000-07:00

Hello!My name is Stephanie...My friend,Joanna and I saw your advertisement in the newspaper..We would like to apply for the part time mailing assignment.Well,we are only form two..next year form 3...currently 14 years old...But we are used to microsoft word and excel.We are kind of desperate for a job to make use of our holidays.Thank you so much.

My brother is the sweetest human on earth...

2007-10-26T06:20:00.000-07:00

My brothers sent me an email:

Step,

Just to share with you. You may not know this, but for me now (being a father to Amanda), she is the most important thing in my life now. Everyday I works so hard & take on all kinds of pressure at work, so that my family can live by & try my very best to give Amanda the best I can afford.

Ever since Amanda came into my life, I now realized how much our parents have sacrificed for us all. They have gone through the worst & still show us the "bright" side of life & protected us form the worst.

You may not know this, but only now I realized how much our parents loved us all; especially you. I know for a fact the Dad loved you the most, because I myself is also a father to my Amanda.

As for Mum, she may be "nagging" at times, but she treat us all equals. Ever since you were born, she have given the best (money can buy) for you. She had bought you a very expensive cloth from US, which is now Amanda is using & other electrical stuffs.

So, always remember no one lives forever. And once he or she is gone, you will one day miss his or her "nagging". Example our 6th uncle (Uncle Yee Loong). I am very sure that both Francis & Dennis wished they have treated him much better when he was around. I guess it is too late to say "sorry" or I love you now he is no longer around. This guilt will stay with them for the rest of their life's.

As for Eric, I hope one day he will realized his mistakes...I hope it would not be too late for him as in the case with Francis & Dennis (they can't even say sorry or I love you to his dad). If he does not learn, he will then need to live with the guilt for the rest of his life......

Erwin

Happie BurfdaYy

2007-10-26T06:17:00.000-07:00

MC CASSIE.....=)

Happieeee burfdayyy...

2007-10-26T06:16:00.000-07:00

What time is it?

2007-10-24T20:43:00.001-07:00

COUNTDOWN....I'll be off to school in 50 minutes...Damn..i had not even bath and have lunch.Maybe i'll go to school without lunch..My parents ditched me..They went to Kuala Lumpur and LEFT ME AT HOME!and like...they did not give me money to buy lunch!eeesh...why am i even blogging?ive got to go already.Byeeee....Im off to school!

Yea man...I can't wait to go to school=)

2007-10-24T19:59:00.000-07:00

Did i just say that?yes..i did...I don't know why but i suddenly desire to attend school....Well,ITS NOT BECAUSE OF

the bloody idiotic teachers
the kononnya beautiful school
the yummy*pukes* food from the canteen
*him*
Audrey

For them i'll be there...

Joanna Kam Mun Nee
Caroline Kung Sze Li
Chong Shu Yi

You won't imagine how much fun we had yesterday...These people are c-r-a-z-y..Their jokes are...erm...-no comment-We were like laughing + laughing + laughing = twisted insanity[thx esfern]Jo came up with a stupid game...Which was rather retarded.It requires writing our names on a piece of paper as well as writting two words...Question and answer.Then,put it in the middle...Jumble it up.Each and everyone of us had to grab one..Then,write a random question on the paper..After that,put it in the middle again..and jumble it up...AGAIN.Pick one...and without looking at the question,write your own question's answer...Last step:read it..

Reading part...

laugh...laughs..MORE LAUGHTER...leads to...insanity

-stephie luves them-

I found Melvin's Tokyo Drift DVD

2007-10-24T18:15:00.000-07:00

Thank you God!I thought i lost it or threw it away..Well,i turned my room upside down and found his stupid DVD under my bags.How did it get there?I thought i disposed it on purpose already?I shouldn had pinjam it from him larx.well,that was donkey years ago though,when he was really nice.Now?pooh...That fella change a lot liao loo..Since i broke up with Darryl[melvin's best friend/gay partner]he treats me as if i spoilt his badminton racket[his girlfriend is badminton]Darryl has the same problem too..I.S i call it..I.S = Immaturity syndrome treat me like air only..Just because i broke up with him?-SWEAT-Guys are so kecil hati.You people better change..or... Jangan harap you can get girlfriends..I brought the stupid DVD to school..Hid it in my file larx...During science class, i asked aunty carly to pass it back to him.She proscratinated as usual .Her alasan was:There are so many nerds around him.After they report to teacher.Well,quite true..Didn't i said before?They are kaki bodeks.Obviously,they want the stupid teachers to puji them "wow..you are so honest."plus all the other craps larx.Guess how i returned the damn DVD back?

rrrrrrrrrrrriiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiinnnnnnnnnnnnnngggggggggggggggg....[recess time]

With most of the nerds in the class,hanging out with my math teacher..I pretended to be a nerd.*Stephie sat down there and did her English tuition homework*-such a disgrace-

3 minutes later....

Like a thief,I scampered to Melvin's place...I drop the DVD in his bag.-Man,he should change his bag larx..the compartment is like SO small...can't put much books.And like..its like so old-

2 seconds later...

I turned back...and adjust the position of the DVD.I put it right in the middle of his books to avoid those nosy prefects to TER-lihat the DVD...Then,i'll get in trouble..That stupid Melvin will blame every damn thing on me..as usual larx..you never come across GUTLESS guys merx?

Lord is wonderful...He had done so Much to me=)

2007-10-23T20:42:00.000-07:00

Yesterday,I got my stupid results for P.Moral...You won't imagine how dumb i can get.I FAILED it...Congrats Stephie..Helo?even Audrey got 40 something ok?I got back other idiotic results too.As usual,didn't score well.In school i acted as if i achieved high marks for every damn thing..meaning i was smiling all the way larx.The whole class was like down when they got their P.Moral marks except some..-Joanna,Brenda and I-Man...i was trying NOT to show it larx for God's sake.You think im happy to fail Moral?I don't feel like telling the whole world that "man..im such a damn loser..I FAILED moral!"That is SO not the way to live life alright..Don't tell the world you're a big damn loser..Instead face the fact that you had FAILED moral..Do better the next time..simple as that right?.....I wished.....

In the car...as usual..Audrey and i are as silent as mice..I kept lookin at the sky.Amazing..look at the clouds,they come in so many different patterns.It amused me like crazy...Look at God's creation..He made all these just for us!

*SUDDENLY*

2minutes away from Audrey's home...tears started to pour.I kept appologising to HIm...I said "im sorry,im sorry,im sorry..I dissapointed You with my marks"I hope Audrey did not hear me saying that..Anyways,after dropping her back i cried even worst..Strangely,daddy didn't say anything..My mood was like BAD.very bad...

*At night*

I browse through my phone as usual..and found this verses in my notes....Psalms 1:1-6...i went like "ei?i where got so holy wan?keep verses in my handphone"I felt the urge to check it out so i got my bible..goodness...the verses encouraged me like MAD...It's about true happiness..Studies isn' everything....I'll explain later...i have to go to school now.Goodbye.i love Him so much

Memorable night of 22nd of October

2007-10-23T20:30:00.000-07:00

During the night of the 22nd of October...i actually talked to Him.Him=Jesus Christ..Talk=Pray..Usually,i pray for the sake of praying..Yea,im such a meanie.But...everything changed.I did not continue that stupid character...Something made me sit there and talk to Him.I cried...I don't know why.I started crying...Yea,what's wrong with you woman?I prayed for everyone in my life...my parents,my family,my good friends,the nation...I made a promise too..."God,send me and i willl go...I promise to help them"HE is a real God living inside me...Living inside everyone,in fact.It's just that we have to open the door of our hearts and let the KING OF GLORY come in..

I don't want this!

2007-10-23T06:53:00.000-07:00

I don't want this...I don't want THIS!i DON'T WANT THIS!

[merajuk-ing]but i want that musical piece of wood...

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I prefer the semi acousitc...

2007-10-23T06:11:00.000-07:00

I really want a semi accoustic.My mum supposed to get me one for my birthday.Actually,during the day she said "I'll get you a guitar larx"...I doubt it.There was this thing in my heart that told me..."dream on,bay-beh"When it comes to money...my mum is a different human being.Anyways...4 days ago,my mum showed me a digital camera printed on a catalogue.It costs RM0.00..You need points to exchange the cam.Yea,you guessed it..She asked me if i wanted it.SO...obviously i wanted it larx!who wouldn't?Dissapointedly i asked "this is my brithday present horx?"Mum nodded with a guilty expression..I don't know what to say about this..Sighs..What?she got me a present which is free..alright..Hmmm..Im speechless.It hurts me though.I rather she pay for a plate of curry mee for my birthday..furthermore..the camera isn't that important.I WANT A SEMI ACOUSTIC!

Today...Today..AND today

2007-10-22T05:17:00.000-07:00

Only half of the school came today.Well,my dear Joanna came.FUYOHH!That girl actually sacrificed her ASTRO just to teman me in school.Poor her..I'll be crapping my butts out and she will just sit and listen.Bet she'll be thinking "I'd rather watch my chinese dramas than listening to your real life dramas"Well,we got back most of our papers today.Science=38%[yes,im dumb.gotta problem?]English=83%..when..

Hong came to talk to me

Hong :14 November!(weird way to start a convo ei?)
Stephie :ok,ok..ei you going arx?(I know what he was talking about)
Hong :No*shakes his head*
Stephie :Why?
Hong :I am working..
Stephie :*gives Hong "the look"* Where?
Hong :Toy City
Stephie :*laughs her ass off*

Hong walks away.I called him back "OI!Hong!come back here!" and...

Stephie:really arx?You working?
Hong :Yes!
Stephie:How much they pay you worx?
Hong :4 bucks an hour.
Stephie:Waaaaaaa*opens her mouth...big big*

Hong walks away..music plays:I can't explain this feelingI think about it everydayAnd even though we've moved onIt gets so hard to walk away(I'm gonna remember youYou're gonna remember me)Walk Away, Walk Away(I'm gonna remember youYou're gonna remember me)*Stephie gets back to reality*

Joanna and I looked at each other.A brilliant idea rose."Yea man!We shall work too"Im pretty sure mum would allow.come on,it's money weix.When it comes to money,her first answer is always a "YES"But..I have to persuade daddy too.Bet he will ungkitkan rape cases reported.To him,money is not the first priority.Instead,it is happiness and safety.No worries larx...as usual,i will act pathetic.That's how i persuaded mum to allow me to go for church camp.I got back my class picture today..At last...after waiting for like what?a million years?I stood next in between Pei Jiun and Michelle.Finally i believed what mum said about my hair.My frinch looks like curtain!I can't even smile properly...-BLEK-Overall i suck in the picture.Well,I thank God that i stood next to a pretty girl.Seriously,Jiun looks so sweet...So,when guys are attracted to her beauty,they can spot me too..

I <3 diz song...

2007-10-21T07:20:00.000-07:00

Your Word is a light unto my pathYour Love guides me through my darkest nightAnd even though sometimes Your waysI cannot understandI’ll never walk away because my future’sIn Your handsI don’t care what people will sayI’m running after YouI won’t turn back and go their wayCoz I’m running after YouYeah I’m running after YouI’m running after You(I will run to You)I don’t care what people will sayI’m running after YouI won’t turn back and go their wayCoz I’m running after YouDon’t matter what may come my wayI’m running after youIt’s You I’m following todayI’m running after YouI’m running after You

Yes,Lord..I don't care what other people say..Im running after You.Their words do not influence me in the walk with You.I have FAITH in you,Lord.Strong faith...Nothing can break it..You rule my world every single second of my life.Thank You Lord.In Your most wonderful name i pray..Amen

I STEPPED ON A LIZARD!

2007-10-21T06:52:00.000-07:00

OMGudnezz!i STEPPED on a lizard...*screaming madly*well,it's kinda rubber-ish.eeeeeeeeew...pity it larx...i hope i did not hurt it.Im afraid i stepped on it's head.What if i stepped on his body?What if it gets internal injury?OMG...I murdered a lizard!How heartless can you get?[can't i just shut up?It's just a lizard]Sorry,over reacting...as usual.Helo?It's Stephanie Thong Poh Yin.*Stephie wakes up*=>OMGOSH!i stepped on a freaking lizard!Why didn't i kill it with my bare foot?WAIT.repeat please...bare footed?Hell no..Way too disgusting.Imagine all it's sticky sticky stuff stucked to your foot...SHUT UP STEPHANIE!

SHIT.I think i lost Melvin's dvd...

2007-10-21T06:23:00.003-07:00

MATI...DIE...SEI....i think saya telah meghilangkan Melvin punya DVD.Later,i am going to turn my room upside-down to look for his stupid dvd.He wants it by Tuesday.Guess what he messaged me on Saturday "Bring my dvd on Tuesday"

I wanted to pass it to him a couple of months back during school and he was so scared to take it.As if will kena rampas or something.Gutless fella.
He thinks im his maid arx?Bring on Tuesday means must bring.
He can never say please.very POLITE of him.

I don't care.We'll see if i have the mood to give your damn DVD back.I hate gutless guys...

just came back from dinner...

2007-10-21T05:03:00.001-07:00

For dinner,mum and i went to KAYU.As usual i got scolded by my mum...because:I wanted to eat in MURNI ,SS2...So,i told mum i knew the way.AND...in the end,i had no idea where MURNI was .Mum lost her temper because i said this=>"sorry mum,i really don't know where is it..im sorry.im sorry"I clearly remembered whatever i said alright.Mum started scolding me like a mad woman.seriously...and i?seating on the passengers seat,pretending to listen BUT...my mind was far far away in Stephie-land.In the end, I came back from Stephie-land by a Stephie AIRLINE...and told my mother to go makan HOR FAN.Suddenly,i just felt like eating mamak-ish food.So we went to KAYU.Of course my mum did start babbling,BUT...bersabar,i told my self...She is my mother and no matter what i HAVE to RESPECT her.

Exodus 20: 12

Honor your father and your mother,so that you may live long in the land the Lord your God is giving you.

Anyways...I had cheese nan while mum had...WAIT.Pasal you ke?That's my mother.NOT yours.neways,since i got so much free time..........mum had...NASI KANDAR.i hear you say "cheh..nasi kandar only marx"I had teh-tarik too...regret larx..i shudn't have drank that.I got PMS so like,tea makes you get more..Well,i was SUPER hungry...i could even eat a COW...so,i ate a little of mum's rice...Then, i felt hungry AGAIN...i made mum share roti tisu with me...It was very embarassing.First,the people saw me eating my CHEESE NAN...Then,NASI KANDAR...After,ROTI TISU...I went RED in the face when the ROTI TISU arrived...My mother was like..."Girl,you see...people looking already"I looked around and saw a lady looking at my ROTI TISU and I.For God's sake larx...it's very RUDE to look at people eating you know!I just turned away...feeling so degraded...humilated..sighs...Patience,Stephie...They are just jealous that you can eat a lot...After that,we went home lorx.I almost got killed in a car accident.Mum was like speeding.well,she was talking about her problems with my stupid sister in law.[patience stephie]Mum was pretty mad.When she is mad,she speeds.And...i hate it because i am TOO YOUNG TO DIE.Guess you guys find it weird because i use multiple colours to blog this post.just feeling random.Is there a problem?

Life can NEVER be boring

2007-10-21T02:19:00.000-07:00

Actually,how can life be boring?you have so many problems to solve so how cna that happen.If you're bored,you are dying for something to happen.This goes to me,Stephanie Thong.Not too long ago..i found out these statement through Him.Because..i love complaining..."life's boring larx" "i rather die than being bored my whole life"I think God is punishing me...hahakz...The whole world is like crashing down on me right now.It's so heavy...the problems are SO heavy.Ive got oral presentation on wednesday..Im afraid of being despised.There are many reasons to support that which you don't have to know except Him.But like i said with his powers all things are possible.When i get up there and start talking,im taking control of the whole class.I don't give a damn anymore!