Merry Christmas everyone!sorry...no poems today..well,today i didn't attend service in church..i had to attend grandma's birthday lunch in Seremban.so.......
I woke up around 8?bath..bla bla bla..goodness.now,i FINALLY realised that women are total vein pots[yesh yesh..like me=( ]owh well...Mum took 30 freaking minutes just to choose her stupid outfit.and me?i took less then 5 minutes to grab my cuffed shorts and a grey tee.i couldn't wait anymore and rush to the room..there i saw her looking at the mirror..i went like "sheeesh mum..you are so vein lah!" She couldn't make up her mind!she didn't know what to wear.I was quite pissed you know..We were running late lah!my brother was actually waiting for us to go together.Furthermore he stays in Kota Kemuning..You think we can fly there ar?so i gave her ideas lor..what to wear what to wear..Too bad,my taste was TERRIBLE wor.I kept pestering her to be quick and in the end got kicked out of the room..
about 10 minutes later,i went upstairs AGAIN..despite the fear of getting baptized in fire..i opened the door and "HOLY COW!You look like a damn christmas tree!"My mum totally overdressed..she was wearing two rings on both hands!WHAT THE!?!?!?and her perfume was killing me..it was TERRIBLE..even she herself admitted that she looked like a christams tree and decided to take my advice..she took one ring off.i was like"what the heck?"Anyways,we were really late..so off we went to gor gor's house...
HELL STARTS NOWYou know...i didn't enjoy my Christmas..It was SO fcuked up.im serious by the way..We reached gor's house and i greeted everyone..yes how nice of me.im always nice!suddenly.."erwin,merry Christmas arr" That was what my mum wished gor right after we got out of the car..i don't know why but i started to cry..tears streamed down my cheek when i started to yawn[on purpose..duhh]I feel extremely hurt you know..i am a christian and my family did not even wish me.what the heck?my mother wished my brother who isn't a Christian and did not even wish me?what kind of world is this?sweat.
Lunch was ok la.As usual human beings there were ignoring me..im used to it lah..it's been happening since i was what?4?Thank God,He sent someone to brighten me up..who could he be?my darling cousin..Mr Gilbert Thong...He is a total awesome dude..very handsome too..im serious.that fella looks like an ANG MO!sobz my darryl sayang and ee-lynn jie jie didn't come..they had stuff to do in church..CHUP.darryl...is my nephew..ok?get things straight please..yeah..
Cousin and I sat together during lunch and we were like talking forever!about how kononnya cool he was.i tought he was just a guy next door wei..he plays the BASE and GUITAR in church!i gave him the"yo man..don't lie laaa" look...and we started laughing and laughing and laughing.seriously he does..and he said he would teache me the guitar and base so i could play in church..i was like.."yeah..in a million years would i play in church la"and we started laughing again..in the end..he said he was serious la..and 1 day im going to visit his church.If i like it..he doesn' mind fetching me to church every Sunday as well as youth..and i can join him and his team and musicians..they would train me up in whatever i want to play...kekekekek...
i called him the typical ulu man and he called me kampong gurl..it was so so funny laa..i miss him so much.sobz.. i miss my darryl dear too..his son la!before i went home i gave him a BIGGGGGGGGGGG HUUUUUGGGGYYY...Gor Gor Gilbert i miss you so..God bless you.
I believe that it is God's will that he came today..Lord wanted to brighten me up..His family did not come and usually if that happens...he will not attend the party.
Father Lord,
Thank you for evrything you did today..Though there were bitter memories i knew you were there to make me forget about it.I really had fun with my cousin today...if it wasn't for you to bring him..i guess i'll spend Christmas alone..You are a wonderful and awesome God.Though people think i never exist and im a priceless treasure in theire hearts..you would treat me as if im the most expensive the pearl in the world.Thank You for you love to me,Lord.Thank you for being there and giving me the patience to overcome my problems dear Lord.This few months had been terrible for me but you never ever left me and would encourage me even if it was so late at night.You mean a lot to me Lord.I will sacrifice anything to glorify your name.Thank You my dear Jesus Christ..In your mighty name i pray..AMEN