Tuesday, December 11, 2007

There is a difference

Elaine is in my room sleeping.Im so sad...She is sick..Having high fever now=( Owh God..please let her feel better.

I noticed/realised/found out something very important.There is a TOTAL difference between her family and mine.Eventhough her daddy recently passed away,I prefer living in her family.okay.She is currently sick and ALL ATTENTION is poured on her.No im not jealous.WAIT.i am jealous.

When i was sick,who the hell cared about me?Mum was busy scolding and nagging me like no one's business.Hello?i was a sick person okay?Can't somebody pity me?Can't somebody manja me a little?My dad didn't bothered about me.My stupid brothers were too preoccupied with their family to actually care about me.

And what did i do?sit there crying like a little baby.Sighs...when will they change?when will they learn to care about this little girl?When will i lead a normal teenager's life?All i want is love from my family...

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