Is there school tomorrow?

why?

because i hate school.

owhmygawd..i hate school.I HATE SCHOOL.I HATE SCHOOL.

you'll probably come across bad words..so i minta maaf dulu yeah.

Did i tell you that Elvis teman-ed me to Mcds yesterday?awwwwww=)so sweet of him..but he made me wait like a cow at the back gate because he had to take his stupid bike from the front gate.hahahahahahaha...it was SO hilarious.Vanessa was damn worried that Elvis would forget about me.hahahahahahahahaha.he even offered to take me home but i can't ditch mcdonalds right?so in the end,elvis came and we walked to mcds together-gether.i mean he went home and i went to mcds.he came and pick me up form mcds in the end...hahahahahahahahah.guess what i did?

i made him carry my bag and walk,holding my coke.

and guess what i did?

i happily rode Elvis's bike to school with him trotting behind me...screaming "YOOR WHY YOU CYCLE SO FAST WAN"

i noe im mean...but what are girls's for?yesterday was rather a fun day..today?

Today was pretty fucked up.not pretty but very fucked up.i CAN WAIT to go back to school tomorrow.I don't want to see his face.The point is..i loved him so fucking much and he treats me like shit when he is not in the mood.Im so frustrated.

the best thing is...he totally flirts with her...and i don't like it all.i mean..who does?imagine you guy flirting with your good friend.*OUCHIES* kan?owhmygawd tomorrow is another day..i hope he doesn't come or something..i hope he TALKS TO ME!i hope he even notices im around..HE NEEDS TO FUCKING CHANGE.

i thank God for Tan tze chi..she means so much to me..seriously.i told her my problems and her advices are goooood.Obviously lah,she experiences so many TERRIBLE situations..she is my freaking best friend and no one should hurt her.im serious.lames..if you're playing a fool again....you better fucking watch out.

We are girls,not your sluts.

I heard Kedric say that our class won third in the drama thingy...and IM SO PROUD OF THE CREW.escpecially my sayang TAN TZE CHI.

i broke Vanessa's heart today.he confessed to me after school..SHIT.i mean..obviously i had to say no..he is a punjabi and im a chinese..so..get the "unconnective link" im so sorry..i feel so bad..he is like..my BEST FRIEND..he knows all my secrets.he knows about the fucking guy..he gave me a lot of advices..he is a brother to me...only a brother.im sorry man...im sorry.

Today was a fucked up day..

We are girls,not your sluts.