Right Down Deep From The Heart.

I HATE IT WHEN MY KERBAU GETS ALL EMO.

Kerbau,Its your darling cow here.Did you seriously think that Im here to blog about JLHK?fuck no!Ask him go fuck cat lah.In here to blog about you.And how I feel about you being all emotional.

I hate it when you get all tense up and emotional and refuse to tell me anything.Come to think of it,i actually prefered you being angry and all,cause when you're angry,at least you're willing to spare some shits about your troubles to me.But when you're sad,you have no energy and god knows what you lack of at that moment,to even say a single word to me.

Why like that la?I just want to see you happy.Cause when i see you sad,it makes me sad to.SHUT UP! I am not saying that just to make you smile and go AWWWWWW! I am saying that because I mean it and it comes deep down from the heart.The BLOG TITTLE says it all.

I tell you something,you think I cry for him everyday doesnt mean I mengutamakan him first in my life.If god told me that I can only choose between having you or him in my life,Seriously,I would choose you.I mean,he wasnt the one who wiped away my tears,do stupid things,or even cry with me,just to see me smile again.YOU were the one I could always turn to when Im down in the dumps and feel like shit.Not him.YOU.I love you,Steph.BEST FRIEND LAH STUPID!I dont like to see you sad.Im not good at expressing my feelings,but im doing all that right here.This is how I feel when I see you upset.

And I know that sometimes when you're emo,and that you're far away from me,I cant always be right there next to you to slap you on the back,pull your hair,and yell BITCH,STOP BEING EMO. Just remember,the words that I have said to you,if there were even any I've said to you,and know that my heart will always be with you,AND OF COURSE,MY PHONE IS ALWAYS WITH ME,and you know that Im always a phone call away when you're down or feel like dying or anything,you can even text me to call you.if i have credit lah of course.

This colour is pretty by the way.I swear to god,if that idiot or whichever dimwit tries to break your heart,I would chop of their balls and make juice out of them.I tell you.Nah,I would most prolly kill them.

Remember,when you're emo,dont think that you're alone.Just think of me when you're lost.My love will get you home.Im serious,just think of me.And try to think of all the stupid things that happened to us in the past month aite?

This post,came from the deepest depths of my heart.I hope you like it!

Yours truly,

LEMBU.