Thursday, October 11, 2007

I thought i was gonna die

Last night..no im not paranoid.While talking to Ivan about his "so called" girlfriend...i felt as if i was breathing through a straw.Mind you...i suffer from asthma ok?anyways..yea...i couldn't breathe.It was about 12.30 am dat time.I just tried making myself preoccupied.Chatting with ivan...karina...to ignore that sudah mahu mati sensation.But it didn't go away..it just eased a little.I wanted to go sleep already but i had to finish *my project*.Tahan here and there...until 2 a.m?when Karina went offline...i went off too.Suddenly,i felt like someone was sitting on my chest.It felt heavy though.I started breathing heavily.You won't want to be in my shoes that night.Switching off the lights downstaird,i heard my mum getting out off bed.Like a mad cow..i ran in to my room.I felt worst man...i started feeling drowsy,nausea plus i couldn breathe properly.weezing occured too.I really really though death was going to overcome my life.As usual i started to get myself preoccupied...So,i composed a poem.will,blog it one day...half way through[i did not cover myself with a blanky] i felt cold and had to wear a jacket.in the end i gave up,i went to pray...I told him i didnt want to die tonight because i had many things to settle.With my heart gripped with fear i went to sleep.Guess what?i woke up the next morning!!!

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