Yesterday,I got my stupid results for P.Moral...You won't imagine how dumb i can get.I FAILED it...Congrats Stephie..Helo?even Audrey got 40 something ok?I got back other idiotic results too.As usual,didn't score well.In school i acted as if i achieved high marks for every damn thing..meaning i was smiling all the way larx.The whole class was like down when they got their P.Moral marks except some..-Joanna,Brenda and I-Man...i was trying NOT to show it larx for God's sake.You think im happy to fail Moral?I don't feel like telling the whole world that "man..im such a damn loser..I FAILED moral!"That is SO not the way to live life alright..Don't tell the world you're a big damn loser..Instead face the fact that you had FAILED moral..Do better the next time..simple as that right?.....I wished.....
In the car...as usual..Audrey and i are as silent as mice..I kept lookin at the sky.Amazing..look at the clouds,they come in so many different patterns.It amused me like crazy...Look at God's creation..He made all these just for us!
*SUDDENLY*
2minutes away from Audrey's home...tears started to pour.I kept appologising to HIm...I said "im sorry,im sorry,im sorry..I dissapointed You with my marks"I hope Audrey did not hear me saying that..Anyways,after dropping her back i cried even worst..Strangely,daddy didn't say anything..My mood was like BAD.very bad...
*At night*
I browse through my phone as usual..and found this verses in my notes....Psalms 1:1-6...i went like "ei?i where got so holy wan?keep verses in my handphone"I felt the urge to check it out so i got my bible..goodness...the verses encouraged me like MAD...It's about true happiness..Studies isn' everything....I'll explain later...i have to go to school now.Goodbye.i love Him so much
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