Friday, March 14, 2008
please be informed..
that i have a new blog..link me yeah?thechemicalreactionsinthebrain.blogspot.com
Thursday, March 6, 2008
Ive been posing a lot these days
Im still smiling no matter how much you had hurt me.
Look at my sad eyes and tell me if you really did loved me
The world would be a better place without you
Look!i don't even care if you're not around.Wednesday, March 5, 2008
am i really alright?
i asked myself the same question over and over again..
am i really alright ah?
owh wells..i came into the conclusion that this stupid heart break thing is God's way to get me ready to face the outside world when im older...
im only fifteen...who knows there might be more heart breaks.
God,don't do this to me..i dont want more.
School wasn't too bad today..i totally ignored his presence and...i think my heart is 80% mended..Go Stephie!20% more..as in,when he started his flriting shits,i didn't really bother loh.
must be Tze Chi...
i was talking to her like 24/7,how to notice ass holes flirting lah?its a very good thing kay!even if lembu wasn't talking to me,i wasn't bothered to give a damn about what he was doing.
bytheway, 3 jasmine learnt reproduction today...damn fun!why wouldn it be fun with Tze chi,Ked,Vinesh and Jee ken's presence?i was laughing the whole way through...especially during the part where kedric said the word inserted.Tze and my face was like...so weird.of course lah!we had to tahan laughing weih!or puan grace will totally screw us.she doesn't like people laughing during her lessons..very the serious..but she told us a damn lame joke about sam the sperm.
i'll tell you one day lah..but its pretty lame..gosh..Tze chi being a cow thought it was blowjob.ryte..
ive got to go already..i have tuition to attend...*yawns* boring...wait..Namisha will be there.YAY!ive got a victime=)
*evil laughs*
am i really alright ah?
owh wells..i came into the conclusion that this stupid heart break thing is God's way to get me ready to face the outside world when im older...
im only fifteen...who knows there might be more heart breaks.
God,don't do this to me..i dont want more.
School wasn't too bad today..i totally ignored his presence and...i think my heart is 80% mended..Go Stephie!20% more..as in,when he started his flriting shits,i didn't really bother loh.
must be Tze Chi...
i was talking to her like 24/7,how to notice ass holes flirting lah?its a very good thing kay!even if lembu wasn't talking to me,i wasn't bothered to give a damn about what he was doing.
bytheway, 3 jasmine learnt reproduction today...damn fun!why wouldn it be fun with Tze chi,Ked,Vinesh and Jee ken's presence?i was laughing the whole way through...especially during the part where kedric said the word inserted.Tze and my face was like...so weird.of course lah!we had to tahan laughing weih!or puan grace will totally screw us.she doesn't like people laughing during her lessons..very the serious..but she told us a damn lame joke about sam the sperm.
i'll tell you one day lah..but its pretty lame..gosh..Tze chi being a cow thought it was blowjob.ryte..
ive got to go already..i have tuition to attend...*yawns* boring...wait..Namisha will be there.YAY!ive got a victime=)
*evil laughs*
being single is hot.
Tuesday, March 4, 2008
I hate tuitions..
Ive got to go soon..and see!im blogging=)
proves how much i love my blog.
Gawd..give me another chance...i totally did not study my vocabs..and she is testing us on it.GAWD.cruelty to kids lah...
im really sticky now and a nice hot bath will do the trick.
Wish me luck..Pray that teacher will be a little forgiving and give me another chance..
proves how much i love my blog.
Gawd..give me another chance...i totally did not study my vocabs..and she is testing us on it.GAWD.cruelty to kids lah...
im really sticky now and a nice hot bath will do the trick.
Wish me luck..Pray that teacher will be a little forgiving and give me another chance..
i hate tuitions lah.Who doesnt?
People-people sekalian
i totally did not type the last post..it was my lembu lah..who else?
but i have problems too.
Guys are fuck holes.
im like so hurt right now..okays..we shall name the him jumanji.
guess whatt?he was playing with my feelings all these while.greatt.
i treated him so kao seriously..and him?
i should had listen to andrea..She warned me...she never did approved
us and i was really annoyed of her..im sorry tai jia wei.
OWHMYGAWD...he is such a fuck hole..i seriously do not understand!
What did i do to make him dislike me?He is so unpredictable lah.First,he
was showing some signs..next?being very cold to me.
yo dude!what do you want from my life?
im like...left hanging on the thread.head or tail i don't know..it happened just
like that.
He's such a fucking player lah.I never felt so sakit hati ever.Well that's cause i
was so stupid to believe he was the dude im going to get married to.and i treated
him so damn seriously..
owh Jesus..why me!?!?!
and guess what..tomorrow will be the last day of school and then it'll be the holidays=)
meaning...no jumanji for 10 days!and im going for church camp..yay!
owh Lord,please heal my broken heart during camp.
damit..i don't want to attend school tomorrow =(
hear me say it again
i don't want to fucking go to school tomorrow.
but well..Tze is going to be there..DUHH.so..it wont be too bad.
by the way,i still have feelings towards him but im aware that soon,my mind is going to kick him out.
Like owhmygawd...they are together!
they=my good friend + the dude i like
Get the fucking link?
but i have problems too.
Guys are fuck holes.
im like so hurt right now..okays..we shall name the him jumanji.
guess whatt?he was playing with my feelings all these while.greatt.
i treated him so kao seriously..and him?
i should had listen to andrea..She warned me...she never did approved
us and i was really annoyed of her..im sorry tai jia wei.
OWHMYGAWD...he is such a fuck hole..i seriously do not understand!
What did i do to make him dislike me?He is so unpredictable lah.First,he
was showing some signs..next?being very cold to me.
yo dude!what do you want from my life?
im like...left hanging on the thread.head or tail i don't know..it happened just
like that.
He's such a fucking player lah.I never felt so sakit hati ever.Well that's cause i
was so stupid to believe he was the dude im going to get married to.and i treated
him so damn seriously..
owh Jesus..why me!?!?!
and guess what..tomorrow will be the last day of school and then it'll be the holidays=)
meaning...no jumanji for 10 days!and im going for church camp..yay!
owh Lord,please heal my broken heart during camp.
damit..i don't want to attend school tomorrow =(
hear me say it again
i don't want to fucking go to school tomorrow.
but well..Tze is going to be there..DUHH.so..it wont be too bad.
by the way,i still have feelings towards him but im aware that soon,my mind is going to kick him out.
Like owhmygawd...they are together!
they=my good friend + the dude i like
Get the fucking link?
My life is pretty fucked up.Lord,im waiting for you
to come heal my broken heart.
Saturday, March 1, 2008
Broken,Once Again.
Yeah,you got that right folks.Broken,not once,not twice.But uhh,the billion'th time.Hell to the no,I am not bullshitting.Its true.
I guess 20 months doesnt mean that much to you huh?Instead,you go bother bout some 3 month relationship that has just been doubled-over.No,Im not comparing myself to her.Why should I?She aint no better than me.And Im no better than her either.She hurt you,you broke down.You,being the asshole you are,hurt me.I broke down as well.Now you know how I feel,but still you wouldnt even give a fucking fuck.Well,yeah,why should you?After all,Im just your Ex-Girlfriend hmmm?
Well,I was the Ex-Girlfriend who was always there for you thick and thin when no one else would even bother to deal with the bullshits you bring to yourself.Im not going to mention all the shits you got yourself into and were unable to bail yourself out of it.It would practically drop the good name of guys.Im always saving your fucking arse!Not even a thank you from you.You practically took me for granted when all I ever did was love you.I didnt want to see you hurt.And the most stupido thing ever is that I thought you would never hurt me!But in the end,you kicked me to the ground,sucked out all my oxygen and left me lying there crippled and bleeding.Have you got no heart?Oh yeah,thats right,you dont.Bloody bitch,you.Just because I call you a bitch,doesnt mean I hate you.I dont.For now,at least.
And you,how dare you play with my feelings.Its bad enough Im hurt already,must you bruise me even more?You have been giving me false hope throughout the whole 2007 untill this year,2008.You're so lifeless lah.Stop giving me false hope when you dont want or need me anymore.It will save so much of my time and feelings as well.You wasted so much of my feelings do you know that?SO MUCH.i cannot explain to you how I feel right now but trust me,I feel terrible.Like shit,you understand?Worse than shit lah,a shit that has been stepped on.All this while,I thought I was going to be a happy girl,but i was wrong,Im going to be that girl who pulls her long sulky face everyday wherever she goes.Sheeesh.How miserable can life get.
Sad for a guy like you to top things off.Jia Wei told me I was blinded by love.Well honey,you're wrong.Love practically dug my eyes out from its sockets.Steph,my dear kerbau,you said love killed me mentally.You're wrong once again,I am dead mentally and physically.Its no wonder I go kukubabooboo out of nowhere.
I guess 20 months doesnt mean that much to you huh?Instead,you go bother bout some 3 month relationship that has just been doubled-over.No,Im not comparing myself to her.Why should I?She aint no better than me.And Im no better than her either.She hurt you,you broke down.You,being the asshole you are,hurt me.I broke down as well.Now you know how I feel,but still you wouldnt even give a fucking fuck.Well,yeah,why should you?After all,Im just your Ex-Girlfriend hmmm?
Well,I was the Ex-Girlfriend who was always there for you thick and thin when no one else would even bother to deal with the bullshits you bring to yourself.Im not going to mention all the shits you got yourself into and were unable to bail yourself out of it.It would practically drop the good name of guys.Im always saving your fucking arse!Not even a thank you from you.You practically took me for granted when all I ever did was love you.I didnt want to see you hurt.And the most stupido thing ever is that I thought you would never hurt me!But in the end,you kicked me to the ground,sucked out all my oxygen and left me lying there crippled and bleeding.Have you got no heart?Oh yeah,thats right,you dont.Bloody bitch,you.Just because I call you a bitch,doesnt mean I hate you.I dont.For now,at least.
And you,how dare you play with my feelings.Its bad enough Im hurt already,must you bruise me even more?You have been giving me false hope throughout the whole 2007 untill this year,2008.You're so lifeless lah.Stop giving me false hope when you dont want or need me anymore.It will save so much of my time and feelings as well.You wasted so much of my feelings do you know that?SO MUCH.i cannot explain to you how I feel right now but trust me,I feel terrible.Like shit,you understand?Worse than shit lah,a shit that has been stepped on.All this while,I thought I was going to be a happy girl,but i was wrong,Im going to be that girl who pulls her long sulky face everyday wherever she goes.Sheeesh.How miserable can life get.
Sad for a guy like you to top things off.Jia Wei told me I was blinded by love.Well honey,you're wrong.Love practically dug my eyes out from its sockets.Steph,my dear kerbau,you said love killed me mentally.You're wrong once again,I am dead mentally and physically.Its no wonder I go kukubabooboo out of nowhere.
LOVE IS TERRIBLE WHEN EVERYTHING'S WRONG.
SHEEESH.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Ok...maybe it might be a little late to upload these but...ENJOY.
Kedric Kwan is going to murder me.
ok..i shall explain lah..tze and i were too bored so we decidedto do something fun.
Tze going hyper as usual..
awwww...so cute..that's my doggy..and THAT's MY BED!
Leon and Kedric
look at them lah..sighs..
That's my LEMBU
yeah..leon is a kid.
we look so sweet together.that's why she 's MINE LAH!
hahahahahaha...that's Vinesh
got sofa don't want to sleep..stupid lah you.
no...actually he isn't cute lah
and who said girls were immature?
well,we were suppose to bincang about the drama thingy but...
sweat.
Whose phone was i holding arr?
Tze going hyper as usual..
awwww...so cute..that's my doggy..and THAT's MY BED!
Leon and Kedric
look at them lah..sighs..
That's my LEMBU
yeah..leon is a kid.
we look so sweet together.that's why she 's MINE LAH!
hahahahahaha...that's Vinesh
got sofa don't want to sleep..stupid lah you.
no...actually he isn't cute lah
and who said girls were immature?
well,we were suppose to bincang about the drama thingy but...
sweat.
Whose phone was i holding arr?Monday, February 25, 2008
I've Waited All My Life.
True
I wont talk,I wont breathe,
I wont move till you finally see,
That you belong with me.
You might think I dont look,
But deep inside,
In the corner of my mind,
Im attached to you.
Im weak,
Its true.
Cause im afraid to know the answer,
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster.
I've waited all my life,
To cross this line,
To the only thing thats true.
So I will not hide,
Its time to try,
Anything to be with you.
All my life I've waited,
This is true.
You dont know what you do,
Everytime you walk into the room,
Im afraid to move.
Im weak,
Its true.
Im just scared to know the ending.
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line.
To the only thing thats true.
So I will not hide,
Its time to try anything to be with you.
All my life I've waited.
This is true.
I know when I go,
I'll be on my way to you.
The way thats true.
I've waited all my life to cross this line.
To the only thing thats true.
So I will not hide,
Its time to try anything to be with you.
All my life I've waited.
This is true
Yes,Its true.I love you.
I wont talk,I wont breathe,
I wont move till you finally see,
That you belong with me.
You might think I dont look,
But deep inside,
In the corner of my mind,
Im attached to you.
Im weak,
Its true.
Cause im afraid to know the answer,
Do you want me too?
Cause my heart keeps falling faster.
I've waited all my life,
To cross this line,
To the only thing thats true.
So I will not hide,
Its time to try,
Anything to be with you.
All my life I've waited,
This is true.
You dont know what you do,
Everytime you walk into the room,
Im afraid to move.
Im weak,
Its true.
Im just scared to know the ending.
Do you see me too?
Do you even know u met me?
I've waited all my life to cross this line.
To the only thing thats true.
So I will not hide,
Its time to try anything to be with you.
All my life I've waited.
This is true.
I know when I go,
I'll be on my way to you.
The way thats true.
I've waited all my life to cross this line.
To the only thing thats true.
So I will not hide,
Its time to try anything to be with you.
All my life I've waited.
This is true
Yes,Its true.I love you.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
I AM SO PISSED!
okay..okay...bad words alert.
You slutty bitch...idiott little potato!
Who the hell do you think you are?
Do you think my lembu and I care if you have a million and one exes?
You put them up as if cows on parade!
What is wrong with you?
and by the way....DO YOU HAVE BRAINS AR?
can you like...use it for once?
eventhough you freaking broke up with them..padan muka you!
you should know that will have another girlfriend right??
so... why the hell did you post the pictures?guna your brains sikit lah..what if their girlfriends come across your idiotic blog?how would they feel?imagine looking at a picture where your boyfriend is with another girl.only idiots like you will enjoy viewing the picture lah.WHY?because you change boyfriends like changing baju only!
by the way...if you're not in a relationship with some guy..stop hanging out with him.you might send wrong vibes towards him stupid potato!and you should know she still have feelings for him...so stop flirting lah!idiot.
hey,we have more exes than you..you can't beat us sucker.
You slutty bitch...idiott little potato!
Who the hell do you think you are?
Do you think my lembu and I care if you have a million and one exes?
You put them up as if cows on parade!
What is wrong with you?
and by the way....DO YOU HAVE BRAINS AR?
can you like...use it for once?
eventhough you freaking broke up with them..padan muka you!
you should know that will have another girlfriend right??
so... why the hell did you post the pictures?guna your brains sikit lah..what if their girlfriends come across your idiotic blog?how would they feel?imagine looking at a picture where your boyfriend is with another girl.only idiots like you will enjoy viewing the picture lah.WHY?because you change boyfriends like changing baju only!
by the way...if you're not in a relationship with some guy..stop hanging out with him.you might send wrong vibes towards him stupid potato!and you should know she still have feelings for him...so stop flirting lah!idiot.
hey,we have more exes than you..you can't beat us sucker.
i can't believe it lost my temper..for a guy..
Saturday, February 23, 2008
isn't this hot?AH-64 Apache
The AH-64 Apache is an American all-weather day-night military attack helicopter and is the United States Army's principal attack helicopter, and is the successor to the AH-1 Cobra. The AH-64 is a twin-engined helicopter with four-bladed main and tail rotors. It has a crew of two which sit in tandem. The main fixed armament is a 30 mm M230 chain gun, it is also able to carry a mixture of AGM-114 Hellfire and Hydra 70 rockets on four hard points mounted on its stub-wing pylons.
Designed by Hughes Helicopters (as the Hughes Model 77) in response to the Army's Advanced Attack Helicopter Program. McDonnell Douglas purchased Hughes Helicopters and continued the development of the AH-64 resulting in the AH-64D Apache Longbow which is currently produced by Boeing Integrated Defense Systems.
United States Army operated Apaches have been in action in Panama, Gulf War (destroying 500 tanks[2]), Afghanistan, and Iraq.
isn't this hawt?It has a twin engine weih!how powerful can that get?best thing is that,there is a chain gun. read my lips..c-h-a-i-n.owh my gawd..so CHUNTED!fuyohh..it destroyed 500 tanks...not bad not bad..if only i can own it.America,will you give it to me for my birthday?
owh no!im emo again...
i noticed that when im emo..i tend to drink jollyshandy.Jolly shandy only what!
eventually my mother found out about it..and she drank the last can.greatt.
Shandy doesnnot make you drunk...believe me.i dont know why but it makes me
forget about him.i tend to think about other craps lah.
Lembu,kerbau is emo too.
i miss him lah.im so CONFUSE.the whole universe is asking me to forget about himbecause he is taking me for granted...but i cant!tze...i finally understand you.
You can't just stop liking a guy just like that.Love doesn't come and go any minute,any second and any time..Lembu,i know you still have feelings towards him and im not going to force you to stop loving him.it's up to you..
i am going through the same problem as you lah.i can go insane thinking of how much he really loves me,when my love to him is endless..i cannot stop loving him because im taking it seriously.but the point is..is he taking me seriously?or am i some toy to him?
i gave him a present during Valentines..did he give me anything?just a stupid hug and a poem..what was his excuse?i don't celebrate Valentines.i don't want anything special..i don't want any damn expensive things..all i want is him to call and wish me!
in school,he never acknowledge me as someone special but he tells me im special in messages.he doesn't even talk to me as much as he talk to her..what the heck?
im a girl with a fragile heart.
okay..okay..Andrea,your unholy babe skipped church.
im sorry
- Felicia Ng Jen Ling
- Ivan Teoh
- Andrea Tai Jia Wei
- Cassandra Tam
- Hilary Ng
- Amanda Loo
- Hwei Wern
- Wendy Phoon
- Emma Phoon
- Sabrina Ooi
for ponteng-ing service today...because
i overslept.
maaf lah...i woke up at like...11.30a.m weih..sorry lah..
Stupidity Is Better Than Nudity.
OMG KERBAU I AM GOING TO GO CRAZY SOON.AAAAAAIIIIIEEEEE!
Cow here if you're wondering who the fuck is this highly insane person.Ermm,Hello readers of Stephanie's awesomaniac blog. (:
My mental depression is increasing. ): Slit wrist and take pills again? Nah,DRINK VITAGEN! :D
Friday, February 22, 2008
SHYT i did it again.
i played with her heart,
got lost in this game,
oooh baby baby.
ok.time to SHUT UP,stephanie thong..
i feel so mean lah..i hurt my mum's heart again.or was it her hurting me?
This was what happened yesterday...
after jogging,laziness overcame my body and...i went to watch the tele..no onewould have their sticky socks in their legs while watching the t.v kan?so i took it off and threw it on the floor...
eventually i forgotten all about it and in the end i got a very nasty scolding.
i couldn tahan her harsh words and went upstairs to watch tele lah..my towel was with me..and i just dumped it on my parents' bed.
mother found out about it and i got murdered instantly.her words were very frightening.anyways,i was rather patient lah..Thank God i didn't answer back..i mean i hardly answer back since..dunno when lah.i just shut up..and stoneD.
got lost in this game,
oooh baby baby.
ok.time to SHUT UP,stephanie thong..
i feel so mean lah..i hurt my mum's heart again.or was it her hurting me?
This was what happened yesterday...
after jogging,laziness overcame my body and...i went to watch the tele..no onewould have their sticky socks in their legs while watching the t.v kan?so i took it off and threw it on the floor...
eventually i forgotten all about it and in the end i got a very nasty scolding.
i couldn tahan her harsh words and went upstairs to watch tele lah..my towel was with me..and i just dumped it on my parents' bed.
mother found out about it and i got murdered instantly.her words were very frightening.anyways,i was rather patient lah..Thank God i didn't answer back..i mean i hardly answer back since..dunno when lah.i just shut up..and stoneD.
To my beloved and lovely cow
lembu!i freaking sayang kat you lah!Lames LOO..she is mine..ITS TOO LATE TO REGRET,IDIOT!walaubagaimanapun,here's a letter for my lovely lembu,TAN TZE CHI.
Dearest LEMBU,
i love you=)eh,it rhymes!ok.shutup kerbau.here's a letter for you..an e-mail lah..where got letter online wan?
I hate it when YOU slit your hand.it really hurts me a lot.you might think im crapping but..i really hate it when you injured yourself just for some fat lump of shit.maaf lah...tapi..im telling the truth sayang.and you know i mean it.
when you are emo,WALIAO...i feel VERY scard.im afraid you would suddenly take my pair of scissors and thrust it into your wrist or something.
tan tze chi...wake up.GET OVER HIM.he doesn't like you anymore...Didn't you hear what leon has got to say?owhmygawd i feel so mean.forgive me JESUS.yes..i AM aware that you never stopped loving him for 2 years.i know you had kept your promise but it's time to break it.why?because he broke HIS!why love him when he doesn't love you?WHY?
yes dear..i know that this two years had been very beautiful.yeah,i got to admit that it'll be rather hard to forget about the sweet memories.but are you making the effort to do it?are you going to stop crapping out his name i n class?ARE YOU WILLING TO?
i know its hard to do so.but darling,ive got your back lah girl.Im going to support you the whole way through,the whole process until he is TOTALLY out of your mind.I don't care if it will take many-many years because you know im going to be your best friend..wait..i mean your kerbau for eternity because true friendships last forever.
i might make you angry by ignoring you at times..so.. im sorry lembu!i'll change lah kay?
let me remind you..when you are emo..don't cut your self lah stupid!it breaks my heart okay!you mean so much to me lah lembu...seriously..
and don't care bout my dude lah..you better do that if he plays with my feelings..lol.im joking!and if youre acting emo,gila babi and all..im seriously talking to LAmes Loo.i dont care but ill cari his email,add him,MARAH HIM KAO KAO and delete his contact.
Thank you for such wonderful times you give me in school.thank you for talking crap together-gether with me.Thank you for letting me sing...most of all...THANK YOU FOR THE BEAUTIFUL FRIENDSHIP,COW.
hugs and kissed,
LEMBU YANG CANTIK KAMU TU.
-Stephanie Thong-
Dearest LEMBU,
i love you=)eh,it rhymes!ok.shutup kerbau.here's a letter for you..an e-mail lah..where got letter online wan?
I hate it when YOU slit your hand.it really hurts me a lot.you might think im crapping but..i really hate it when you injured yourself just for some fat lump of shit.maaf lah...tapi..im telling the truth sayang.and you know i mean it.
when you are emo,WALIAO...i feel VERY scard.im afraid you would suddenly take my pair of scissors and thrust it into your wrist or something.
tan tze chi...wake up.GET OVER HIM.he doesn't like you anymore...Didn't you hear what leon has got to say?owhmygawd i feel so mean.forgive me JESUS.yes..i AM aware that you never stopped loving him for 2 years.i know you had kept your promise but it's time to break it.why?because he broke HIS!why love him when he doesn't love you?WHY?
yes dear..i know that this two years had been very beautiful.yeah,i got to admit that it'll be rather hard to forget about the sweet memories.but are you making the effort to do it?are you going to stop crapping out his name i n class?ARE YOU WILLING TO?
i know its hard to do so.but darling,ive got your back lah girl.Im going to support you the whole way through,the whole process until he is TOTALLY out of your mind.I don't care if it will take many-many years because you know im going to be your best friend..wait..i mean your kerbau for eternity because true friendships last forever.
i might make you angry by ignoring you at times..so.. im sorry lembu!i'll change lah kay?
let me remind you..when you are emo..don't cut your self lah stupid!it breaks my heart okay!you mean so much to me lah lembu...seriously..
and don't care bout my dude lah..you better do that if he plays with my feelings..lol.im joking!and if youre acting emo,gila babi and all..im seriously talking to LAmes Loo.i dont care but ill cari his email,add him,MARAH HIM KAO KAO and delete his contact.
Thank you for such wonderful times you give me in school.thank you for talking crap together-gether with me.Thank you for letting me sing...most of all...THANK YOU FOR THE BEAUTIFUL FRIENDSHIP,COW.
hugs and kissed,
LEMBU YANG CANTIK KAMU TU.
-Stephanie Thong-
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Right Down Deep From The Heart.
I HATE IT WHEN MY KERBAU GETS ALL EMO.
Kerbau,Its your darling cow here.Did you seriously think that Im here to blog about JLHK?fuck no!Ask him go fuck cat lah.In here to blog about you.And how I feel about you being all emotional.
I hate it when you get all tense up and emotional and refuse to tell me anything.Come to think of it,i actually prefered you being angry and all,cause when you're angry,at least you're willing to spare some shits about your troubles to me.But when you're sad,you have no energy and god knows what you lack of at that moment,to even say a single word to me.
Why like that la?I just want to see you happy.Cause when i see you sad,it makes me sad to.SHUT UP! I am not saying that just to make you smile and go AWWWWWW! I am saying that because I mean it and it comes deep down from the heart.The BLOG TITTLE says it all.
I tell you something,you think I cry for him everyday doesnt mean I mengutamakan him first in my life.If god told me that I can only choose between having you or him in my life,Seriously,I would choose you.I mean,he wasnt the one who wiped away my tears,do stupid things,or even cry with me,just to see me smile again.YOU were the one I could always turn to when Im down in the dumps and feel like shit.Not him.YOU.I love you,Steph.BEST FRIEND LAH STUPID!I dont like to see you sad.Im not good at expressing my feelings,but im doing all that right here.This is how I feel when I see you upset.
And I know that sometimes when you're emo,and that you're far away from me,I cant always be right there next to you to slap you on the back,pull your hair,and yell BITCH,STOP BEING EMO. Just remember,the words that I have said to you,if there were even any I've said to you,and know that my heart will always be with you,AND OF COURSE,MY PHONE IS ALWAYS WITH ME,and you know that Im always a phone call away when you're down or feel like dying or anything,you can even text me to call you.if i have credit lah of course.
This colour is pretty by the way.I swear to god,if that idiot or whichever dimwit tries to break your heart,I would chop of their balls and make juice out of them.I tell you.Nah,I would most prolly kill them.
Remember,when you're emo,dont think that you're alone.Just think of me when you're lost.My love will get you home.Im serious,just think of me.And try to think of all the stupid things that happened to us in the past month aite?
This post,came from the deepest depths of my heart.I hope you like it!
Yours truly,
LEMBU.
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
Is there school tomorrow?
why?
because i hate school.
owhmygawd..i hate school.I HATE SCHOOL.I HATE SCHOOL.
you'll probably come across bad words..so i minta maaf dulu yeah.
Did i tell you that Elvis teman-ed me to Mcds yesterday?awwwwww=)so sweet of him..but he made me wait like a cow at the back gate because he had to take his stupid bike from the front gate.hahahahahahaha...it was SO hilarious.Vanessa was damn worried that Elvis would forget about me.hahahahahahahahaha.he even offered to take me home but i can't ditch mcdonalds right?so in the end,elvis came and we walked to mcds together-gether.i mean he went home and i went to mcds.he came and pick me up form mcds in the end...hahahahahahahahah.guess what i did?
i made him carry my bag and walk,holding my coke.
and guess what i did?
i happily rode Elvis's bike to school with him trotting behind me...screaming "YOOR WHY YOU CYCLE SO FAST WAN"
i noe im mean...but what are girls's for?yesterday was rather a fun day..today?
Today was pretty fucked up.not pretty but very fucked up.i CAN WAIT to go back to school tomorrow.I don't want to see his face.The point is..i loved him so fucking much and he treats me like shit when he is not in the mood.Im so frustrated.
the best thing is...he totally flirts with her...and i don't like it all.i mean..who does?imagine you guy flirting with your good friend.*OUCHIES* kan?owhmygawd tomorrow is another day..i hope he doesn't come or something..i hope he TALKS TO ME!i hope he even notices im around..HE NEEDS TO FUCKING CHANGE.
i thank God for Tan tze chi..she means so much to me..seriously.i told her my problems and her advices are goooood.Obviously lah,she experiences so many TERRIBLE situations..she is my freaking best friend and no one should hurt her.im serious.lames..if you're playing a fool again....you better fucking watch out.
We are girls,not your sluts.
I heard Kedric say that our class won third in the drama thingy...and IM SO PROUD OF THE CREW.escpecially my sayang TAN TZE CHI.
i broke Vanessa's heart today.he confessed to me after school..SHIT.i mean..obviously i had to say no..he is a punjabi and im a chinese..so..get the "unconnective link" im so sorry..i feel so bad..he is like..my BEST FRIEND..he knows all my secrets.he knows about the fucking guy..he gave me a lot of advices..he is a brother to me...only a brother.im sorry man...im sorry.
Today was a fucked up day..
because i hate school.
owhmygawd..i hate school.I HATE SCHOOL.I HATE SCHOOL.
you'll probably come across bad words..so i minta maaf dulu yeah.
Did i tell you that Elvis teman-ed me to Mcds yesterday?awwwwww=)so sweet of him..but he made me wait like a cow at the back gate because he had to take his stupid bike from the front gate.hahahahahahaha...it was SO hilarious.Vanessa was damn worried that Elvis would forget about me.hahahahahahahahaha.he even offered to take me home but i can't ditch mcdonalds right?so in the end,elvis came and we walked to mcds together-gether.i mean he went home and i went to mcds.he came and pick me up form mcds in the end...hahahahahahahahah.guess what i did?
i made him carry my bag and walk,holding my coke.
and guess what i did?
i happily rode Elvis's bike to school with him trotting behind me...screaming "YOOR WHY YOU CYCLE SO FAST WAN"
i noe im mean...but what are girls's for?yesterday was rather a fun day..today?
Today was pretty fucked up.not pretty but very fucked up.i CAN WAIT to go back to school tomorrow.I don't want to see his face.The point is..i loved him so fucking much and he treats me like shit when he is not in the mood.Im so frustrated.
the best thing is...he totally flirts with her...and i don't like it all.i mean..who does?imagine you guy flirting with your good friend.*OUCHIES* kan?owhmygawd tomorrow is another day..i hope he doesn't come or something..i hope he TALKS TO ME!i hope he even notices im around..HE NEEDS TO FUCKING CHANGE.
i thank God for Tan tze chi..she means so much to me..seriously.i told her my problems and her advices are goooood.Obviously lah,she experiences so many TERRIBLE situations..she is my freaking best friend and no one should hurt her.im serious.lames..if you're playing a fool again....you better fucking watch out.
We are girls,not your sluts.
I heard Kedric say that our class won third in the drama thingy...and IM SO PROUD OF THE CREW.escpecially my sayang TAN TZE CHI.
i broke Vanessa's heart today.he confessed to me after school..SHIT.i mean..obviously i had to say no..he is a punjabi and im a chinese..so..get the "unconnective link" im so sorry..i feel so bad..he is like..my BEST FRIEND..he knows all my secrets.he knows about the fucking guy..he gave me a lot of advices..he is a brother to me...only a brother.im sorry man...im sorry.
Today was a fucked up day..
We are girls,not your sluts.
Monday, February 18, 2008
IM ONLINE!
yeah...big deal..im online..
oh by the way...im going jogging later!
and the mood isn't present.SHYT!
i don't want to go...but...I HAVE TO..
why?
kerana i dah gemuk kays?
i hope Vanessa will be around so that i can force him to exercise together-gether.
or maybe..i'll just pinjam is bike and...he can walk.
im officially mean but...what are guys for?
i think i got to go lah...must tukar baju liao..ciaos.
Do you even love me after how much i sacrificed for you?the point is you don't give a damn..
oh by the way...im going jogging later!
and the mood isn't present.SHYT!
i don't want to go...but...I HAVE TO..
why?
kerana i dah gemuk kays?
i hope Vanessa will be around so that i can force him to exercise together-gether.
or maybe..i'll just pinjam is bike and...he can walk.
im officially mean but...what are guys for?
i think i got to go lah...must tukar baju liao..ciaos.
Do you even love me after how much i sacrificed for you?the point is you don't give a damn..
Saturday, February 16, 2008
I skipped church todayy..
and i feel so bad...hee hees.Well,my family and I went to one utama.
its such a boring place where boring people like my family would go.
apart from me lah..because i was super relucant to go there.
actually i have nothing much to blog lah..so i'll just blog bout my day.
hmmm...owh yeah!daddy was feeling pretty random so he made me
teman him to ou by bus.yes..BY BUS!
what is his problem?!?!
anyways,Amanda didn't want to follow her parents to ou by car so
she followed us as well.
She was pretty annoying for a 5 year old....she asked a million and one
questions...and i had to answer them or she would go "ku jie..ku jie"
sweat...kids...
finally we reached ou.i went like HALLELUJAH.after walking around
which seemed like hours,we finally found the perfect place to eat....
Thanks to my beloved mother..we had lunch in Jack's place.I
WANTED TO EAT IN FRIDAYS!but she had to say no..blablablablabla.
too expensive...blablablabla.i dont eat western...blablablabla not nice
lah the food.
Gor gor wanted to eat there too.thanks to me lah..i was being manja-ed.
"I WANT TO EAT IN FRIDAYS LAH GOR!PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"
but she had to say NO...she had to say NO...SHE HAD TO FREAKING SAY
NO!
i mean..whatever lah.its just lunch...but i had great fun in JACK's place
because i sat opposite gor.and he kept kicking my leg while i was eating..
he stole my chilli sauce so many times.and he made him buy his daughter
a piece of cake that cost me RM5!ass hole.gor,you know i still <3>
i bought a new pencil box from GIRLS!yeah...finally!
alright...got to go..im SO tired..
DAMN IT!i have math tuition tomorrow...and my homework isn't done.DAMN
its such a boring place where boring people like my family would go.
apart from me lah..because i was super relucant to go there.
actually i have nothing much to blog lah..so i'll just blog bout my day.
hmmm...owh yeah!daddy was feeling pretty random so he made me
teman him to ou by bus.yes..BY BUS!
what is his problem?!?!
anyways,Amanda didn't want to follow her parents to ou by car so
she followed us as well.
She was pretty annoying for a 5 year old....she asked a million and one
questions...and i had to answer them or she would go "ku jie..ku jie"
sweat...kids...
finally we reached ou.i went like HALLELUJAH.after walking around
which seemed like hours,we finally found the perfect place to eat....
Thanks to my beloved mother..we had lunch in Jack's place.I
WANTED TO EAT IN FRIDAYS!but she had to say no..blablablablabla.
too expensive...blablablabla.i dont eat western...blablablabla not nice
lah the food.
Gor gor wanted to eat there too.thanks to me lah..i was being manja-ed.
"I WANT TO EAT IN FRIDAYS LAH GOR!PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE"
but she had to say NO...she had to say NO...SHE HAD TO FREAKING SAY
NO!
i mean..whatever lah.its just lunch...but i had great fun in JACK's place
because i sat opposite gor.and he kept kicking my leg while i was eating..
he stole my chilli sauce so many times.and he made him buy his daughter
a piece of cake that cost me RM5!ass hole.gor,you know i still <3>
i bought a new pencil box from GIRLS!yeah...finally!
alright...got to go..im SO tired..
DAMN IT!i have math tuition tomorrow...and my homework isn't done.DAMN
Friday, February 15, 2008
I WROTE ONE WHOLE POST ABOUT MY LIFE
and the internet decided to die on me..and the whole post just VANISHED just like that..idiot!IDIOT!IDIOT!!
Im gonna blog bout my CHINESE NEW YEAR!
Amanda Thong <3 Stephanie Thong
Aunties and nieces=)
The ganas dudes
Annoy me and i'll bash you up!
top left:erwin[gor gor],connie,ME,mummy,Gladys,EricBottom:grandma with my niece erolyn,daddy with niece Amanda.
"clubbing"
They messed up my room
singing and dancing...and that's MY BED!
Erolyn and Amanda
gor gor
mum,dad and amanda
"clubbing" They messed up my room
singing and dancing...and that's MY BED!
Erolyn and Amanda
gor gor
mum,dad and amandai hope it isn't too late to blog about my Chinese New..but hope you guys like the pictures taken
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Happy Ending
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending,
No hope,no love,no glory,
No Happy Ending,
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever,
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
Wake up in the morning,
stumble on my life,
Can't get no love without sacrifice,
If anything should happen,
I guess I wish you wellA little bit of heaven,
but a little bit of hell.
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
2 o'clock in the morning,
something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong,
I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
A Little bit of love, little bit of loveLittle bit of love, little bit of love [repeat]
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.
I'm not pretending,
No hope,no love,no glory,
No Happy Ending,
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever,
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
Wake up in the morning,
stumble on my life,
Can't get no love without sacrifice,
If anything should happen,
I guess I wish you wellA little bit of heaven,
but a little bit of hell.
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
2 o'clock in the morning,
something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong,
I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on
This is the hardest story that I've ever told
No hope, or love, or glory
Happy endings gone forever more
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
Then live the rest of our life,
But not together.
A Little bit of love, little bit of loveLittle bit of love, little bit of love [repeat]
I feel as if I feel as if I'm wasted
And I'm wastin' everyday
This is the way you left me,
I'm not pretending.
No hope, no love, no glory,
No Happy Ending.
This is the way that we love,
Like it's forever.
To live the rest of our life,
But not together.
its time to tutup telinga
people..you can now close your ears..i mean..close your eyes.you don't have to read this post
because im gonna blast.okay..im sinning AGAIN.im probably gonna talk bad
bout some dudes..whose name is..xxxxxxx and xxxxxx.i mean..who would be so dumb to
freaking put their "enemies" names?
Im TOTALLY pressured.I mean..its not my business but wait...it is my business because some
stupid dude made me the assistant director.but im just the freaking assistant!not the
real director.and my job is just to assist the director..instead im the one caring about every
thing.
The bloody competion is on Thursday.i don't give a damn even if its on VDAY.and. those stupid
manusiaS doesn't wana lift a finger to help.Their duty was to write the script.
when i call them for practice on Monday..they agreed."ok..ok..BOLEH LAH"can you see the lah
there?they are so KAO reluctant to come weih!and we haven't even practice!
The next day:(sms)
hey i can't come tomorrow..my parents are working and we have no transport.I'll pass the script
to you on Tuesday.By the way,the competition is on Thurday.
I WAS SO DAMN PISSED OFF!IF YOU FREAKING CAN'T COME ON THAT DAY...WHY THE HELL
DID YOU SAY YOU COULD MAKE IT!?!?!I HAD ALREADY ASKED MOST OF THE STUDENTS TO
COME OVER TOMORROW.THE POINT IS...THE SCRIPT IS IN HER HANDS AND IT IS THE MOST
IMPORTANT THINGY!GOSH!GET A LIFE LAH!ITS SO OBVIOUS WE HAD TO PRCTICE ON MONDAY
AS THE OTHERS WILL GIVE LAME EXCUSES IF ASKED TO STAY BACK..
i thank God for my babe...Tan Tze Chi..she saved my life..and guess what?she is gonna think of the script
together gether with the other.Thank you JESUS.
what im afraid is..if Kedric comes..he would start complaining about why i invited him to come when
the script isn't ready.he would totally blast me..and that's when WW3 starts at home..i have a broom
at home btw.
because im gonna blast.okay..im sinning AGAIN.im probably gonna talk bad
bout some dudes..whose name is..xxxxxxx and xxxxxx.i mean..who would be so dumb to
freaking put their "enemies" names?
Im TOTALLY pressured.I mean..its not my business but wait...it is my business because some
stupid dude made me the assistant director.but im just the freaking assistant!not the
real director.and my job is just to assist the director..instead im the one caring about every
thing.
The bloody competion is on Thursday.i don't give a damn even if its on VDAY.and. those stupid
manusiaS doesn't wana lift a finger to help.Their duty was to write the script.
when i call them for practice on Monday..they agreed."ok..ok..BOLEH LAH"can you see the lah
there?they are so KAO reluctant to come weih!and we haven't even practice!
The next day:(sms)
hey i can't come tomorrow..my parents are working and we have no transport.I'll pass the script
to you on Tuesday.By the way,the competition is on Thurday.
I WAS SO DAMN PISSED OFF!IF YOU FREAKING CAN'T COME ON THAT DAY...WHY THE HELL
DID YOU SAY YOU COULD MAKE IT!?!?!I HAD ALREADY ASKED MOST OF THE STUDENTS TO
COME OVER TOMORROW.THE POINT IS...THE SCRIPT IS IN HER HANDS AND IT IS THE MOST
IMPORTANT THINGY!GOSH!GET A LIFE LAH!ITS SO OBVIOUS WE HAD TO PRCTICE ON MONDAY
AS THE OTHERS WILL GIVE LAME EXCUSES IF ASKED TO STAY BACK..
i thank God for my babe...Tan Tze Chi..she saved my life..and guess what?she is gonna think of the script
together gether with the other.Thank you JESUS.
what im afraid is..if Kedric comes..he would start complaining about why i invited him to come when
the script isn't ready.he would totally blast me..and that's when WW3 starts at home..i have a broom
at home btw.
Did i tell you i love you?did i tell you mean so much to me?no you did not tell me that.
OWHMYGOODNESS...i ate mcds again
sorry for the such a small font..im trying something new lah..take boleh is it?
my sunday wasn't toobad.I thought it would totally suck but..owh wells..God is real.
He totally made my day by giving me MCDONALDS and my best friend...cassandra
tam.I wonder.. how can i live without her and her awesome advices?yes..i so love it when
she bullys me.Ignore me i didn't say that..ok.cassy's kepala will totally kembang right now.
We went to Neil's house for some Chinese New Year openhouse thingy..I saw many many
people i know who don't know me.IM AN UNKNOWN DUDE IN SMKTS LAH!
guess what?i drank shandy!yippee=)ok..no one cares stef..
i doubt it was the side effect of drinking shandy but i started to feel very very sleepy.Gary said
i was drunk.yeah ryte..how can shandy make you drunk?it only contains satu percent of alcohol lah weih.
apparently he asked me if i had yee sang and siu pao back in seremban a not..i thought he said siu pao yee sang.
so im like..huh?mana ada siu pau yee sang campur together gether de.i went like..huh?huh?and huh?many times.
Finally gary told alexa.."stephie is drunk..she drank shandy"Alexa shot back the "yes yes...like shandy can make
you drunk" look.
my tiredness faded away when LARRY's NOKIA HANDPHONE came to the
rescue..his handphone is so damn chunted weih!can edit and put songs into the video..cassy and i were so
preoccupied since then..meddling and meddling with the video effects.we made videos as well..and it was SO
darn funny til we laughed our butts off.Larry better not delete the video.are you listening
justin?
~whee~i cannot wait to go to church the next week to kacau Larry's handphone and to see my church friends.
my sunday wasn't toobad.I thought it would totally suck but..owh wells..God is real.
He totally made my day by giving me MCDONALDS and my best friend...cassandra
tam.I wonder.. how can i live without her and her awesome advices?yes..i so love it when
she bullys me.Ignore me i didn't say that..ok.cassy's kepala will totally kembang right now.
We went to Neil's house for some Chinese New Year openhouse thingy..I saw many many
people i know who don't know me.IM AN UNKNOWN DUDE IN SMKTS LAH!
guess what?i drank shandy!yippee=)ok..no one cares stef..
i doubt it was the side effect of drinking shandy but i started to feel very very sleepy.Gary said
i was drunk.yeah ryte..how can shandy make you drunk?it only contains satu percent of alcohol lah weih.
apparently he asked me if i had yee sang and siu pao back in seremban a not..i thought he said siu pao yee sang.
so im like..huh?mana ada siu pau yee sang campur together gether de.i went like..huh?huh?and huh?many times.
Finally gary told alexa.."stephie is drunk..she drank shandy"Alexa shot back the "yes yes...like shandy can make
you drunk" look.
my tiredness faded away when LARRY's NOKIA HANDPHONE came to the
rescue..his handphone is so damn chunted weih!can edit and put songs into the video..cassy and i were so
preoccupied since then..meddling and meddling with the video effects.we made videos as well..and it was SO
darn funny til we laughed our butts off.Larry better not delete the video.are you listening
justin?
~whee~i cannot wait to go to church the next week to kacau Larry's handphone and to see my church friends.
i love you baby..where were you when i needed you?i doubt you even love me.
Friday, February 8, 2008
~WHEEEEE~Im back=)
The Gardens wasn't really the bomb.Its just a stupid shopping complex who sells damn expensive stuff.im sorry if you disagree with me but shopping isn't my thing.
Did i tell you i love my brother so much?Guess what?i had BIG APPLE DOUGHNUTS!yeah..gor gor bought three pieces for me.I ate one there and left two more to eat at home..well..maybe i'll be a LITTLE nice and share one with my mother=)yes..i feel so nice.because im always nice.
Lunch was terrible.i forgot what was the name of the restaurant.i think it was YOSHINOYA or something..i ate some stupid spicy chicken with rice and vegetable..eeeeeeeeeeeeew.It tasted like..URGH.i can't explain it but..it sucked.The best part was..my beloved darling gor gor made me finish it all.He had his ways..
Then,we watched some acrobatic thingy in MEGAMALL...gosh..their acts were SO wrong..i mean..most of it lah.Their costumes were damn tight.like...yuck!
I wanted to buy darling a Valentine Day present but there was nothing nice to buy..owh wells..He pissed me off as well..so i didn't put my heart in finding the perfect gift for him.sorry dear.and..HE KEEPS MISS CALLING ME EVERY 15 MINUTES.WHAT THE HELL.when i message him,the fella freaking doesn reply.he better watch out..im getting very mad.im pretty sure he'll message me later lah..speaking bout him..i miss him SO much.
sighs....tze chi ini memang kacau lah
in 15 minutes time i'll be going shopping!gor gor and his family are bringing me out to the gardens.Mum made me wear this stupid dress thingy from VOIR.well,i don't wear skirts wan..so..mum says..chinese new year...new year resolution..yadadaddadada.
TZE CHI SO KACAU LAH!im gonna go off soon and im still blogging!for the sake of that woman lah..yooor..
today's blog is about...me calling Puan Phuah the shuffler..well..we were standing in one row to bid our last goodbye to Puna Phuah...while waiting..my darling tze forced abigail to say "their shuffling sucks" really loudly for the form four performers stood a stone throw away from us.Abby said it a great number of time until my brains got adjusted to that phrase..FINALLY..Puan Phuah's car was gonna drive pass us..and we're gonna say good bye.blablablabla..so i went like.."the shuffler is coming!"tze chi started laughing like a mad buffalo,but i stil love her.
OK!can i go now??
TZE CHI SO KACAU LAH!im gonna go off soon and im still blogging!for the sake of that woman lah..yooor..
today's blog is about...me calling Puan Phuah the shuffler..well..we were standing in one row to bid our last goodbye to Puna Phuah...while waiting..my darling tze forced abigail to say "their shuffling sucks" really loudly for the form four performers stood a stone throw away from us.Abby said it a great number of time until my brains got adjusted to that phrase..FINALLY..Puan Phuah's car was gonna drive pass us..and we're gonna say good bye.blablablabla..so i went like.."the shuffler is coming!"tze chi started laughing like a mad buffalo,but i stil love her.
OK!can i go now??
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Hate that I love you so
Yeaahheyy heyy
That's how much I love you (yeah)That's how much I need you (yeah yeah yeah)
And I can't stand youMust everything you do make me wanna smile?And then I like you for a whileNo...
But you won't let meYou upset me girl and then you kiss my lipsAll of a sudden I forget that I was upsetCan't remember what you did
But I hate itYou know exactly what to do so that I can't stay mad at you for too longThat's wrong but I hate it
You know exactly how to touchSo that I don't wanna fuss and fight no moreSaid I despise that I adore you
And I hate how much I love you boy (yeah)I can't stand how much I need you (I need you)And I hate how much I love you boy (ohh)But I just can't let you goAnd I hate that I love you so (ooh)
And you completely know the power that you haveThe only one that makes me laugh
Sad and it's not fairHow you take advantage of the fact that I...Love you beyond a reason why (whyyy)And it just ain't right
And I hate how much I love you girlI can't stand how much I need you (yeah yeah)And I hate how much I love you girlBut I just can't let you goAnd I hate that I love you so
One of these days maybe your magic won't affect meAnd your kiss will make me weakBut no one in this worldKnows me the way you know meSo you'll probably always have a spell on me...yeahhhhh ohhhh ohhhoh yeah
It's how much I love youIt's how nuch I need youIt's how much I love you (ohh)It's how much I need youAnd I hate that I love youSoooooAnd I hate how much I love you boyI can't stand how much I need youAnd I hate how much I love you boyBut I just can't let you goAnd I hate that I love you sooAnd I hate that I love you soo sooo
Happy Chinese New Year!
doesn't time pass so fast?its already february!and valentine day is coming.Give it another few months and its PMR.oh dear...im quite freaked out.
this week had been awesome=)i don't know if its just me or its us.He is seriously making me so confuse..why are guys like that!?!?!i shall not talk about it but leave it all to God.
Family reunion dinner is in hours time..i don't feel like going..i don't want to go.i wished today isn't chinese new year..what is wrong with me man?
This is so random..i love him too much.
Saturday, February 2, 2008
I am not really blogging today
i just want to "advertise" my second blog which consists of my personal poems.. http://aheartfullofpoems.blogspot.com
thank you=)
thank you=)
Friday, February 1, 2008
I feel so cheated...
The word guys define Jack asses.im pretty sure Tze darling would agree with me..judging by the terrible experiences with the stupid bastard.I totally understand how she feels right now.
Just yesterday..i thought my form 3 life would be pretty smooth sailing.It all ended when Mc called me during the evening.im not and never going to tell you what happened because i feel so bloody paranoid.erm...wait.It's not Mc's fault by the way..I put the blame on myself for having such a fragile heart and the stupidity to think he really likes me.
He thinks it fun to play with girls' heart.Well,it might be his nature by treating girls like tissue paper.I hope he is happy now..but one fine day he will get it back.I can't wait for the day when his heart would break into a million pieces.*evil laughs*
but.........what if he realli likes me?i doubt lah..cuz if it does happen..the world will turn upside down.
Im born with a fragile heart.You are the reason to my death..[if im dead]
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Im finally blogging
it's such a tiring day..but.. I enjoyed my self kao kao in school.geez..i have english tuition in less than two hours and im still online.owh wells...im willing to sacrifice anything to go online.
Yay!Im SO excited for my class's drama team..it's gonna be awesome thanks to The Chi's story board.man...she's a born director lah..well she would be acting as the main girl character and her MEANIE boyfriend would be Kedric Kwan!bet you guys dunno what am i crapping except the crew..and im too lazy to blog boutit.maybe next time.Hilary and ME would be singing..instead of playing background music just like that..we want to try something different lor.well,itu bukan idea i but ChickenRella's idea..by the way...ChickenRella is my ketua kelas.and he likes..............................................my friend!
OMG!Hilary and I are acting as ChickenRella's girlfriends..well..he is the lala gangster so..yeah la!gangster got many girlfriends wan mar!anyways...im ok with it la.so what?acting oni ma..RIGHT?TZE DARLING?
Today was so fun!Most of the teachers weren't around...so Da vincci,Vanessa,beta house,chickenrella, Mop and I were talking,talking and talking.we were talking bout our ex boyfriends..How mean they were..bla bla bla.then...i started singing..trying a duet with Leon..." You Raise me Up"..some El Divo songs.. christian songs...stupid Vanessa was rapping his butts off when i said "SHUT UP LA!I WANT TO SING" as usual lah..that guy go merajuk..but it lasted for a couple of seconds and he started rapping again.Let me tell you..Vinesh Kumar can rap!i ignored him i berbual bual kosong with Leon..while Jessica painted his nails with my nail polish.Stupid fela..he thought can wash off worr.anyways...then he kena scolding from jessica for polluting my brains with dirty things.Don't get me wrong.leon is NOT a porn freak..he is as innocent as me...rightt??TZE???anyways yeah la..we were just confused of "some words".
Later on..we were back to a group but it was more like 2 groups la.i was talking to Le On and Vinesh...Stupid vinesh started drawing my arms with my gel pen.YOOR!waste my ink only lah!anyways...Le On asked what type of guys i liked..the ciri-ciri lah..i told him lah obviously.then vinesh and leon started murdering me for because i said im ugly..what they said really brightened up my life.*sobs sobs*they said i am pretty..and they made me say it.SO i was like.. "erm...i...am pretty?'hahahhahahaha..they are such nice dudes=)love them both!i love tze moreee.
Got to fly now..lol.i had not finish my homework yet.so yeah lah!..yay!can't wait for tuition later..got leng chaiS man...
I think im falling for you and i hope you feel the same way too.Don't play with my heart<3
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